A Strong Woman..

I Am A Strong Woman.

I want...

I want to drink the water from your lips
I want to hear the movement of your soul
I want to touch the sound of your heart
I want to breathe in your shadow
you are my passion
I love you

copyright 2008 lac/cjd

We Are One

Love makes two persons One

Love creates new bonds~unbreakable bonds

Our Love is a mirror image for each other

We are One

Love brings two lives together as One

Love brings two families to unite as One

Love is powerful, love is wonderful

We are One

Our Love is shameless

Our Love is pure

Our Love grows more each day

We are One

Our Souls Unite

Our Bodies Mold

Our Spirits Soar

We are One

Our Love is endless....

copyright 2008 lac/cjd

He Loves Me

He shows me he loves me in many ways

The way he looks at me, the way he smiles at me

The way he touches me, the way he speaks about me

He radiates love, he radiates goodness

He loves me.

He shows me he loves me when he makes love to me

so many different ways, so many different places

Our passions run wild as our love consumes us

Our bodies wrapped up in ecstasy of loving each other

He loves me.

He shows me he loves me when he buys

me things he knows I will like out of love

He shows me he loves me when he

tells me every morning as we wake together,

every day while apart and

every night before we sleep in each others arms

He loves me.

copyright 2008 LAC/CJD

Love Me..

A quote I have referenced often

A relationship I have found

that consists of all of these

now in this beautiful photo.

Enjoy.....
I am!!

You Are My Destiny

I have found my destiny

I have met my other half

at long last and so unexpected

our conversations last for hours

never are we at a loss for words

we never say goodbye

only wish each other sweet dreams

He is a man who understands my

wants and needs

He is a man who shares the same views as I

He is a man that i look up to

He is a man i trust completely

He is my destiny

I would never question his loyalty-it is so apparent

we have a mutual respect

we understand each other completely

I share with him everything about me

He will not judge me, he will not run

We know one another's flaws

We know each other's failings

Here we still are

He is my destiny

love has no boundaries nor time limits

love does not judge it accepts

love is unconditional

copyright 2008 lac/cjd

The Power Of Love

The Power of Love

Love is the most powerful emotion on earth. Love heals. Love indirectly kills. I will give you an example. A couple that has been married 56 years; the wife dies, then the husband dies shortly after, of a broken heart. That is how powerful love is. I understand that “The Power of Love” is said to be a religious, philosophical, and metaphysical precept, but it is also a human emotion.
Many people love another person or if they get luckier, they fall in love with another person. It is the greatest feeling ever. If you are lucky like I am, you actually find the one man you were meant to be with, your soul mate. Not many people believe in such things as soul mates, true love and its sad to think that, it’s pathetic actually how cynical most people are these days.
A lot of people may laugh (aka. jealousy) when a person, such as myself, finds the one true love and lets it be known to others that I have met him. Others say, “one person can’t be everything to another person.” My reply to that is “Why not?” Are you that cynical and ignorant to the thought of there not being love that strong and powerful it does not exist? Are you a hater and not a lover? Are you that ignorant to think that something that great cannot happen to anyone, including yourself? Love does not discriminate. Love does not have any boundaries, unless placed by humans.
To me, true love, being with a soul mate is priceless. To be with a man who sweeps you off your feet constantly, knowing at all times you are the one they treasure most. There are no insecurities, no lies, and no conditions. Love is unconditional. I know I am the one he wants to be with for the rest of his life and he says it and makes it known to our friends and family. He creates security for me, as I create security for him. When you are in love with someone as well as love him or her unconditionally life has a new meaning. When life throws hurdles your way, nothing seems impossible.
I find it amusing how a person can mock another on the subject of love, when they themselves have no idea on the subject. People say they have loved or been in love, but have they really? Or are they in love with the IDEA of being in love? To me, if you love someone you do not lie to them, you do not abuse them- verbally, emotionally, physically, etc. You do not cheat on them either. None of those falls in the “I love you” category.
I know in my heart, mind, body and soul that the man I am with is meant for me, and I for him. We love each other, even with the knowledge of our faults. That is called unconditional love. There is no one in this world that could ever take his place. He is one of a kind, the most amazing man in the world, and he is mine!
CJD is the love of my life. He is my world. He is my strength. I would not change a thing. I love him completely and endlessly. Yes I have a job, school, friends and family but the power of our love keeps us strong. Keeps us together. Life is so much brighter, happier, and less stressful when you are with someone you love. I am so happy and lucky to have him in my life. He buys me diamonds and birthstone jewelry. We have seen a lot of the world together, and I cannot wait until we see the rest together. I cannot wait until we get married and have children. I know that our happiness and love will only get stronger and more powerful as time goes by. And if any of you know him, you know how wonderful, amazing, nice and genuine he is. I love him more and more each day.
So to all of you cynical, loveless people reading this, shame on you. There is such a thing called love. You cannot always be searching for love; it has to come to you. Sometimes there is a time and place for everything, love included. What your idea of time and place may not be God’s. Trust me, I have been down that road. I have not had the easiest life; I have seen the bottom of a pit before, its dark, cold and scary. With love, faith, family and friends anything is possible. Love heals all wounds; remember some take longer than others. Do not be jealous or envious. Just be. Learn. Live. Love. Be happy. Live your own life. Be your own person. Find love in your own life. Love makes the world go round. If humans loved as much as they hated, this world would be such a fantastic place to live in. Imagine the possibilities. Love. Just Love. It is so powerful.

copyright 2008 lac

The Feeling of You....

the feeling of you next to me, not touching but still feeling all of you
the feeling of the waves crashing against our naked bodies
the salt water tingling my skin
the feeling of the sand on my back as I lay down
the water and sand swirling together under us
the heat from the sun warming us as the wind blows
across our wet cool skin
the goosebumps appear, my nipples harden
i close my eyes and soak it all in
knowing how lucky i am to have a man like you
feeling the power of you from nearby
the power of your sex, the power of your love
the feeling of your hands on my body
can never be forgotten
the feeling of your manhood inside of me
is unforgettable

i tilt my head and peek at you laying there
the tranquility of the day surrounding us
the happiness that seeps out
the feeling of having you lay next to me
the feeling of love that consumes us
i shall have it 'til our dying day
i love the feeling of you
copyright 2008 lac/cjd

Heart of Desire

You fill my heart with desire,

You fill my mind with passionate thoughts
You fill my soul with promise
You fill me, you complete me
You are the man I have waited for all my life
You are my hearts' desire
You are my destiny
I love you completely.

copyright 2008 lac/cjd

Our Bonds Are Unbreakable

Our Bonds Are Unbreakable

The love that consumes us

The passion we share

The emotional connection

Our bonds are unbreakable

The spark of lust

The trust that is held

The want & need for each other

Our bonds are unbreakable

Unconditional love

Unequivocal trust

Genuine loyalty

Bonds us together

Endless affection

Our bonds of Love

.. Are Unbreakable..

copyright 2008 lac

Life...

I have written many afterthoughts of Love and not so many of life. Some thoughts have flowed through my head lately while driving or painting and such. One is how lucky I am. Lucky to be alive, to have a wonderful family, friends and boyfriend.

Questions still arise in my head that make me wonder.... Why are humans so mean and full of animosity? Why is it so hard for people to smile instead of frown? Why is it so hard to smile back at someone whom has smiled at them instead of looking at them funny? Why is it so hard to be kind to someone or return a kind favor?

I do not understand why humans can not compromise and get a long. Why man has to be so consumed with hate, envy and spitefulness? It is so sad. Is it so hard to lend a helping hand? To smile at a stranger? Humans want to make the world a better place yet they make no effort. It will not change on its own. It's sad to also see that people feed off others bad fortune, problems, mistakes as if they are perfect themselves or better yet they are so miserable they wish it upon everyone else instead of trying to improve their own life.

It's sad how people try to destroy the happiness of other peoples lives, not knowing that they may cause a little turbulence but in the end you can not destroy happiness, especially if you do not know what happiness is yourself.

I try to be a positive person, it is not easy, but I do it. I surround myself with great positive friends and my family (families) and that helps. I try not to read the news because it is full of hate, murder, destruction. The human race is destroying itself. It is a scary thought. We do not need hurricanes, tornadoes or the such..humans do such a great job of destroying themselves without the added Mother Nature destruction.

Perhaps one day we will see some improvement before the end of the world. It is a scary thought to bring a child in to this world. A conversation that has come up in my life a few times with my wonderful man, however, we both think positive and believe that only good can come from having a child together and hope that they will help make the world a better place.

I wish Mother Teresa were still alive. She is a Saint. The world needs so many more like her. I pray all the time for people to change, to better themselves, even if it starts with a smile. A smile can do so much to brighten someone's day, even a strangers.

Is is so hard to care? There is a saying I follow "Always love your enemies, nothing annoys them so much." And kill them with kindness. It is something I have done quite a few times. It is a wonder how someone can loathe another person for no apparent reason. It can be quite comical as well, as long as noone is hurt. I think it also shows how ignorant a person is.

So should a person conceal their happiness for the sake of others?I have had to start a private family/friends webpage for my growing family and friends and my amazing mans' family as well due to others intrusion to try to ruin/snoop about our lives. It is a wonderful site and I think it is important to share our happiness and new events in our life with the ones who truly care about us. Near and far as they may be. I came up with the idea when a handful of our friends became engaged this past year and had their own private engagement/wedding websites which we will have as well. It also keeps out the wrong people which I thought was an excellent idea!

So I will continue to smile at all persons, friends, family, strangers..to make someones day by smiling. I will promise not to throw "the finger" while driving when idiots are on the road (which I have been doing great at) those pesky Mass. drivers.. lol I promise to volunteer and help out more to those that need it. I promise to try to make the world a better place, one person at a time. The world can learn from the movie "Pay it Forward." God Bless.

Tranquility

i rest and relax in a trance of tranquility

hoping and wishing it could always be

the quiet, the peacefulness, the sensuality

just a moments peace is all we need

a time to look, a time to see

what is next to us, how it came to be

a glance towards the sun

a quick sniff of a flowers fragrance

a comical laugh with a best friend

dont let life pass you by

live it

Take time to breathe

and live again

Take time to love

for it only comes once.

Life live to its fullest~

Dont just live~

lac~copyright 2008

Have You Ever Been In Love? True,Real Love?

Have you ever been in love? Real, true love?

with your soulmate?

I have and I am.

for the first time in my life I have a man

whom understands me thoroughly

I have a man who loves me unconditionally

he completes me, he makes me whole

never in my life did i imagine this

so powerful, so right, so intense

i've been in love before a few times and I have loved

this far surpasses any of that

as I sit here and watch Serendipity once again

I realize how lucky I am to have him

some people wait a lifetime or search for a lifetime

to find what I have~ destiny, true love, soulmates

I can not stop thinking of my Love

how good he is for me, how good I am for him

how I feel when I am with him

His kisses~Our Kisses~ The Kiss of Life

I can not stop thinking of his smile and how it warms my heart

He is the first man who affects me this way

I need him, I need him here with me as he needs me

I need his love, his touch and his smile

His strong arms around me, securing and comforting me

I need his strength and support~ I need him

I love him coming home to me every night

He is my soulmate, my one true love

we complete each other~ he is part of me

I love him and sleep perfect only when he is next to me

one day soon we will start our own family

to give him the gift of life and love is priceless

and I can not wait to give him such a gift

like the love & life he has given me

copyright 2008 lac

Soulmates - How You Know....& I have Mine!!!

What are Soul Mates and Twin Souls?
Soul Mates are souls we have met and lived with in many life times. They have been our lovers, spouses, mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, teachers, students, friends, and family, or even our enemies, victims, or tormenters. We contract with these souls to return to earth together for greater learning and growth.
Twin souls, also called Twin Flames or Twin Rays, are the other half of your soul. This is based on the belief that we are all parts of the Divine Being, God, All That Is, Source, Spirit, Creator. The Divine Being, in order to experience Its Self, divided into many souls, each in turn divided into many others and many others. The final splitting of the many neutrally gendered souls created male and female halves of a whole, the Twin Soul.
Soul Mates
We have many soul mates, the first larger splitting of souls. These souls resonate with us and there is a comfort in that recognition. We evolve and reincarnate with these souls through many lifetimes, learning lessons in our many unions and partings, you can say on some level we are all soul mates one with another, learning and growing together. Not all these lessons are loving or comforting as lessons in forgiveness and unconditional love are challenging. Sometimes we are the "victim", and sometimes we are the "darkness" that shows another soul their light. This is where freewill and choice comes into the "game", how we react or perceive our relationships. Someone can come into your life and cause you much pain and suffering, this is a soul contract between you to grow and evolve in love and forgiveness. This is one perception of karma, and one that will free you from the karmic cycle of "I kill you, now you kill me" type of karmic dance some souls are involved in for many lifetimes. You break the cycle by acting rather than reacting, by freeing the ego from the soul and learning to love and forgive even in suffering.
Our greatest joy and our greatest pain are both conceived in these soul mate relationships, our feelings intensified by our soul connections, whether for good or bad. You can often spot a soul mate or karmic relationship by "love at first site" or "revulsion at first site", depending upon the lessons you've contracted to learn from this soul.
One can live a lifetime in joy and harmony with a resonant soul mate, and this a beautiful, but rare gift.
Becoming "Whole" Before "Two" Becomes "One"
It is said that one does not meet their Twin Soul or Twin Flame until they have learned many lessons of love, loss and forgiveness through close Soul Mate relationships, that the heart is made resilient and strong through pain and loss, and must be so to face the intensity of being with the other half of their soul.
Many people who have met their Twin Soul had experienced a "Dark Night of the Soul", or a major spiritual transformation just prior to meeting, or upon meeting this soul. It's almost as if you need to be "emptied out" emotionally, spiritually and mentally as a test of your spirit. Meeting your "other half" can be a magical, maddening experience that opens your perceptions. Some experience an opening of their psychic awareness as their heart expands in this unbounded and unconditional love. The fact is, your life will not be the same, and whether you perceive this as a gift or a curse is the challenge of your soul's evolution. The Twin Soul connection is always a triad involving the Divine Spirit/All That Is, two people connected by soul, connected to God.
Before one can physically unite with their Twin Soul, one must do the conscious work of healing and becoming whole within their self. Twin Soul love cannot exist in a codependent, ego-based relationship, or from a perceived "need" that the other person will make you whole. Both must often face separations while they strengthen their own connection to Spirit and find their strength and purpose on their own.
Each half will find balance in their male/female, yin/yang before union. When both halves of the Soul become strong pillars on their own, have healed and resolved karmic ties in the present life, then they can unite to fulfill their Divine purpose, but the challenges do not end. There is an intensity that can be frightening when dealing with your mirror, your weaknesses and strengths magnified, unresolved issues and wounds painfully open to push you to further healing, or cause ego to run from the relationship in fear. It's important for Twin Souls to find their greater purpose, whether it's a task they will accomplish together, or alone, there will be work to be done.
Some Twin Souls do not unite physically here on Earth, and the relationship may last a lifetime on the spiritual level alone, while one or both may be living physically with another soul in karmic agreement. Some Twin Souls other halves are not even on the Earth plane at the same time and will offer guidance and comfort from beyond as a "guardian angel".
Psychic Connections and Synchronicity
Psychic and spiritual connection with your twin soul is intense and profound. Many experience a feeling of connection in a matrix of golden white threads of light, whether consciously or in a dream state. Some have strong psychic connection with their twin, feeling their thoughts embrace them mutually in an ecstatic place of comfort and bliss. You may feel your twin's pain and suffering in heart-wrenching anguish. My twin and I have experienced simultaneous nosebleeds and I can usually feel when he's having a sinus headache, as I personally don't experience these. I'm often awakened at 4:30AM with the warm feeling of his thoughts embracing me. I thought I was going mad at first until he confirmed that this coincided with the time he awoke in his own time zone miles away. Sometimes we have to ask if the pain we are feeling is ours or the other's.
synchronicity: the coincidental occurrence of events and especially psychic events (as similar thoughts in widely separated persons or a mental image of an unexpected event before it happens) that seem related but are not explained by conventional mechanisms of causality; used especially in the psychology of C. G. Jung
Synchronicity plays an important part in twin soul meetings... I like to say that synchronicity is God's way of getting your attention. In my own experience, meeting my twin flame has been a constant source of amazement at the synchronicities and "coincidences" that many times feel like a coded message from the Divine. My twin was born in the same minuscule town and delivered by the same doctor as my dear friend of 25 years, though they had never met and are now both living in different towns miles away. Many experiences in our early lives parallel or mirror each other. We once came to possess the same book in the same week, a dear friend had given me a copy of Don Miguel Ruiz's "The Four Agreements" while my twin was buying the same book 700 miles away, neither of us had previously heard of the book. We use the same quirky expressions and have similar likes and dislikes. On the other hand, there are things we are complete opposites on, but like complimentary opposites we have mutually grown and learned from our differences.

11:11 and Twin Souls
One of the most intriguing messages of synchronicity I've experienced has to do with the numbers 11:11, I've since found it to be common in twin soul unions. When I first "met" my twin online, I was besieged with odd feelings of remembrance and unbelievable love. I was tortured by the fact that he was committed to another in this life, and questioned my feelings and sanity for thinking there could be anything but friendship in this relationship. I prayed for an answer. The next morning I overslept considerably, and woke to see the digital clock set at 11:11, I smiled at this for some reason... and thought it odd. That night, I was inexplicably booted from the computer at exactly 11:11. The next day, some documents I was working on at my office bore the date 11/11, it fairly jumped off of the page! I finally decided to do an Internet search on "11:11" feeling that this was perhaps a message. I was astounded by the first website and message I was to encounter. It was a site devoted to the spiritual phenomena of 11:11 and said in part:
"The appearance of 11:11 is an always beneficial act of Divine Intervention. It tells you that it is time to take a good look around you and see what is real and what is illusory. It's time to pierce the veils of illusion which keep us bound to an unreal world. You have been chosen, because you are ready, to step into a Greater Reality. To lead the way for others into a new way of living, into a Greater Love. To ascend from duality into Oneness. The 11:11 is the bridge between duality and Oneness. It is our pathway into the Unknown. " from Solara & the 11:11
This really blew my mind... I had not heard of the eleven-eleven thing or the concept of Twin Souls at the time, but I knew this was the message I was meant to receive. Since that time, whenever I'm in a time of doubt the eleven-eleven starts showing again with a vengeance! License plates, store signs, phone numbers, store receipts, and the ever present digital clock will draw my attention to the numbers, and I'm overwhelmed with a feeling of comfort and acceptance now.
In numerology, the numbers 11 and 22 are master numbers, numbers that have their own unique meanings before being broken down into 2 and 4 respectively. In numerology the number 11 is often considered the number of the "spiritual messenger", a number of spiritual illumination signifying a channel for the information between the "higher" and "lower", a connection between conscious and unconscious, heaven and earth, yin and yang, male and female. Two "ones" joined, that make the pillars to the heavenly gate. The vibration and message of "two into one" and "ones' into two", the power of "one" twice amplified ... this is a perfect symbol of the twin soul.
Many twin flames have experienced this phenomena of 11's in birthdates, numerology, dates of meeting and such, and constantly receive the same 11:11 messages. I believe it can only be a symbol of the greater work that twin souls have been united on this earth to do.
How Do You Know if You've Met Your Twin?
Meeting the "other half of your soul" is generally so life changing and profound that this question is unnecessary.... you just know. Twin souls will both recognize this extraordinary bond, whether they are evolved and whole enough to acknowledge and act upon it is another thing. Meeting with your twin soul brings about an internal spiritual revolution, a deeper connection and understanding of the Divine and the Universal Oneness, this is the greatest gift of knowing your twin. Twin soul love is not to be confused with an obsessive/compulsive disorder, it's not a desire to "possess" another, but truly a challenge to love unconditionally and without expectation, to be whole and complete within yourself before joining with the other whole and complete side of your soul. The longing and desire to be with your twin soul is intense, but through growth and perception can be seen as the greater longing to join with the Divine, and that is the true lesson, you are two halves of a much greater whole.
When you meet your twin, there will be no "game-playing" or manipulation, you will have the need to be transparently honest in your relationship and communication with one another. If there is karma from past lives to work out between you, it will be apparent and consciously worked out. If you or your twin is committed to another relationship, you will respect and honor that bond and realize the tests of unconditional love. Meeting your twin soul challenges you to grow spiritually, heal mentally, emotionally, physically, and to see beyond time, ego, and physical limitations. You will be driven with the desire to be the best manifestation of your soul on earth. This is not a relationship of hearts and flowers, but one that will be tested in fire and will endure beyond time and space.
I hope you find clarity and comfort in the articles, features and links about Soul Mates, Twin Souls & Twin Flames that I've collected on these pages.
Blessings of peace, love & light,
~Harusami
©2003 Harusami

It's the way he touches me..

His hands...I can not get the feel of his hands out of my head nor can I stop feeling them on my body

they touch me all over~ the electricity flowing through us

he posesses my mind, body and soul,

we make one~ my lifemate, my soulmate

I love you.

copyright 2008 lac

Every Sunrise With You

this is how I have imagined waking up with you every morning

our bedroom facing east welcoming each new day together

every sunrise with you is a new beginning; a day in which i will love you

more than the day before

sometimes we take for granted the little things in life

then we stop and see the beauty of the sunrises we share

I thank God everyday for bringing us together

please never let me forget the little things my love

for I do not wish to lose sight of gifts of this again

every sunrise with you is all that matters

those first few moments of pure love and tranquility

I look forward to sharing them with you

every day of our lives in our home

copyright 2007 lac

Bathe With Me, My Love

I am yours now, always & forever!!!

You Are My Anchor

You are my anchor

when I need someone solid

You are my strength

when I am weak

You are my boyfriend

when I need a shoulder to cry on

You are my lover

when I need extra comfort & love

You are my best friend

when I need brutal honesty

You are my angel

when I need an extra set of wings

You are my everything...

copyright 2007 lac

Instructions For Life

Instructions for Life
by Dali Lama


1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three Rs:
Respect for self
Respect for others and
Responsibility for all your actions.

4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

7. When you realise you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon

Merry Christmas!!!

Wishing you all had a Merry Christmas!!!

I know I did!!!!

xoxoxo