The feelings, emotions, the inside, the creations of what we are made of, the erotica that resides deeply within, crawl inside, welcome it and enjoy..Positive comments are always welcome..
Sunday, December 25
Wednesday, December 21
Angel...
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click here to see the trailer for City of Angels, one of my favorite, heart wrenching movies. "She would give anything on earth", "He would give eternity" for a love that lasts forever. That my fellow humans is Love. Take two minutes and watch this trailer. You won't regret it. I promise you.
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Saturday, December 17
Giving Myself
Here I stand naked and vunerable
Oral Release
On several occasions
Catching the whiff of your CK Obsession
Reaching beyond my nose to stir my passion
With your signature backward glance
I know the feeling is mutual
How long shall we maintain this dance?
Is this deceit meant to be perpetual?
I just wonder
My anticipation ripping my heart asunder
At last here we are
Away from the prying eyes of the world
Stealing the moment as best we dare
Our craving for each other begins to unfold
Reveling in the beauty of our nudity
Your wet softness, my turgidity
Your nipples harden upon my touch
Goose bumps gracing my caress
In between your silken thighs, I watch
As your delicate fingers flick and tease in your wetness
The fragrance of you intoxicating the man in me
I kneel before your temple of pleasure
And I’m lost to the moment
Licking the wetness from your fine fingers
Letting my lower lips rub over your swollen ones
Your back arches as the liquid fire in my tongue
Burns deep through the wetness into your sexual soul
Teasing them, spreading them, sucking on them
Your moans testimonial to the pleasure you receive
Reaching deeper into soft juicy pinkness
Working my tongue in and out deep and fast
I explore for nectar, your juice of life
Ass bucking….thrusting forward smearing my face
I feel the warmth, the fragrance, the delicious creamy mess
Painting the art of our collective passion
Upon the canvass of my face
As I take your erect pink clit in my mouth
And through it sucking away the sexual frustration
The lost time, the unfulfilled desires of years upon years
Suddenly, my head is gripped in a vice
My eyes, my ears, mouth and nose all trapped
Prisoners of passion in your sex triangle
Yet the force of your soul rending orgasmic scream
Ripples through out your body…
Resonating through mine, fuelling my own release
One moment later, we lay spent in each others arms
United in our defeat of sexual deprivation
In our mutual fulfillment, our sexual bliss
don-2005
Wednesday, December 14
A Kiss
Are these words of mind
Inadequate echoes
Aloud with promise
But painfully empty
In the face of what can be expressed
Only
With a kiss
Or remain awkwardly at odds with love's pleasure
Until the magnetic pull of loves irresistible propensity
Draws us to the full circle of love's intensity
Love's measure
Learn and practice well
This perfect language, reader
For only in such timeless silence
Can the truth of love be known
Beyond the spoken threshold of love's alliance
Where two stilled lips
At last
Come home to rest
And bless their own
With a kiss
John Christopher 1990
Sir Suspension Shows No Mercy-
When I first saw his message in my inbox, I thought his handle, Sir Suspension, was rather pretentious. I had been actively searching the BDSM dating websites and chatlines for months, looking for a compatible Dom, but I wasn’t getting the right results. I corresponded with some interesting people along the way but few of them were looking for a monogamous relationship. That was my bottom line, and I wasn’t going to compromise.
I had had a few boyfriends before marrying my husband James, who loved to spank me. It was a playful element before we wed, but as the years passed he took us deeper and deeper into kinky sex. Often he would come home with sexy garments he wanted me to wear – a harness that surrounded my breasts, open crotch pvc panties, a strange cuff that bound my arms together behind my back from wrist to elbow.
At first I went along with his requests for his sake, but I soon found myself hungry for more. From spanking my ass with his hand, he moved to a flogger across my back and my thighs. Then he started spanking my pussy after tying my legs open with my silk scarves. Sometimes he would get carried away with his flogger and slapping and I would find myself transported, sky-high. It was a delicious, floating sensation. I felt that there was nothing I wouldn’t accept from him as long as it took me to that place.
Then one day he came home and said that he wanted to start training other submissives. He called them slaves. He said that a woman from work had confided in him that she wanted to learn how to surrender and had guessed that he was a dominant. I was shocked to hear that he had already told her that he was happy to take her on.
We had terrible fights and he tried to prove to me that it was all part of the scene – but I didn’t feel we were in a scene. I thought we were in a marriage. Sadly, we ended up getting divorced. I dated a few fellows but I found their romantic attentions very, well, boring. All that affectionate petting and soft kissing left much to be desired.
But a lot of men on the kinky dating sites were like my husband – they wanted me to be one of their stable. But I wanted love. Love and pleasure and pain. Anyway, as I was saying about Sir Suspension, I thought his name seemed silly, but he wrote me a very powerful email. It said:
"There can be no ecstasy without an emotional connection. I am not looking for every submissive, I am looking for one woman who is strong enough to surrender to me and to my dark ways. Don’t respond if you don’t feel you can handle something intense and personal."
As soon as I read that, I felt that he was talking right to me, and even though he signed it Sir Suspension. I wrote back:
"I am also looking for one man, one who is strong enough to make me completely forget myself and who wants me to belong to only him." I just signed it "Janice."
The next email he sent me his phone number and asked me to call anytime after 6:00pm. That gave me the impression that he really wasn’t married, that he really was single. I called the same night and it was a very exciting conversation. His voice was low, controlled, sexy. We made a date for the next night.
When I arrived at the café, wearing the bright yellow scarf I told him would be my distinguishing item, he greeted me right away and handed me a single rose. Something about the gesture brought a tear to my eye and he enveloped me in his hug. We clicked from the very first minute.
He took me to a table in the back of the café and we talked for a couple of hours. "I’m sick of so much coffee," he said, "would you be comfortable coming to my place and I’ll cook us dinner?"
I didn’t hesitate. We walked a couple of blocks to his lovely apartment where he sautéed us some delicious omelets. He put on some Barry White, as corny as that sounds, and we started to slow dance. I cuddled into his generous body but within a minute he grabbed my hair and pulled my head back, descending onto my neck with an aggressive sucking action, then swallowing my ear. I squirmed inside his arms but he held me off-balance, making me immediately dependent on his grasp. I moaned uncontrollably, surprised and excited by the speed with which he had aroused me.
He scooped me up in his arms and walked down the hall to the very last room. I clung to him, unsure what was about to happen but already certain I could safely put myself into his hands. He pushed the door open and we entered a dark room. I couldn’t distinguish anything familiar.
"Do you want me to blindfold you, Janice?"
I shook my head no. I felt that I wanted to be fully aware of this first experience with Sir.
He carefully put me down in the middle of the room, steadying me until I was standing on my feet staring into his eyes with unspoken questions. He pulled out a strap and bound my wrists behind my back, closing the strap with a Velcro fastener. He rotated me until I was facing him and then, looking deep in my eyes, he unbuttoned my jersey, button by button. It was a simple act, but the manner in which he did it, the dominance that he projected onto even the most mundane action, made my legs tremble.
He pulled my jersey open and then mercilessly grabbed both of my nipples through the stretchy material of my bra. I felt a flood of moisture between my legs as I cried out "Yes, yes please!"
He knelt down behind me and I tried to twist my head to see what he was doing. He ran his hands from the back of my ankles, past my knees where he stopped to pinch the sensitive skin, and up my thighs under my skirt. He slapped my thighs lightly but repeatedly – so many times, in fact, that it began to really sting. I switched from leg to leg and he stopped.
"Don’t move, Janice. Don’t move one muscle unless I tell you to."
He resumed slapping the back of my thighs and then he stuck one hand in between my legs and slapped back and forth on my inner thighs. "Open your legs, please" he said, and I shuffled my feet about a foot apart.
With the back of his hand he slapped upwards against my pussy, his knuckles jarring me with increasing force. Bursts of tingling were replaced by heavy throbbing. I was finding it difficult to stand up.
"Do you want some support, Janice?" he asked me, just as I felt my legs would give out.
"Please," I answered breathlessly.
He reached up and grabbed hold of my panties, pulling them down to my ankles in one movement. Taking the hem of my skirt, he tucked it into the waistband. My ass and pussy were exposed and I twisted my body in embarrassment.
Then I watched him walk a couple of feet to the side of the room where he opened a closet door. Inside he seemed to press a button and I could hear a small motor whirling. I looked up towards where the sound was coming from to see a contraction of straps and netting descending from the ceiling. I was amazed.
He placed a main piece of the devise behind my butt and pulled me gently backwards. I sat in it – much like a sling swing - and he brought the strong netting under and around me. He slipped another thick strap under my ankles and then, pulling on my hair, brought me horizontal to the floor. Using a third wide swath, he supported my neck and head. I was held safely in the three places before he started adding all sorts of restraints around my knees and torso. As he worked around me, he stopped to pinch and twist my nipples or to roughly grab the flesh around my clit.
I was totally immobilized, hanging inside this mass of straps and netting, fully available to his every whim. He swung me around so that my head was near him and reached over my shoulder to grab the flesh of my breasts. He squeezed them so hard that I began to weep, but also to pump my hips with the excitement of it all. I couldn’t see what he was doing behind my head, although I could hear the sound of material and zippers.
Pulling on my hair, he drew my head backwards and began to beat my cheeks with his erection. He had removed all his clothes and from my position suspended on my back, I looked up at him standing behind my head and saw his long throbbing rod descend again and again on my face. I turned my head from side to side to avoid this humiliation, but he reminded me softly, "I said not to move, Janice."
Trying to lie still as he rubbed his bulging cockhead over my eyes, I felt my neck stretched back to its limits. "Open your mouth for me," he said, and I automatically complied. He shoved his cock deep into my throat and as I choked and gagged, he immediately came with great spurts. He pulled back out of me, spraying my eyes, my face, my tits with his cum cream.
I thought I could sense from his breathing that even he was surprised at the speed with which he had cum. He gasped a few times but then moved around to my side. With one hand he clutched my nipple and with the other he squeezed my clit. He pressed both nuggets and twisted them until I was nearly out of my mind. Then he began to slap my pussy and my tits at the same time and I was overwhelmed with waves of orgasm, as I sobbed with the sensations.
He left me suspended and restrained as I slowly recovered. It took me several minutes to realize that the sweet sadistic man was now wiping down my body with hot towels. "Now do you understand my name?" he asked me with a soft smile.
"Yes, Sir Suspension. Now I understand."
By Shoshana
Sunday, December 11
Master To Be...
Saturday, December 10
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Men want you to trust them. They say "I am not like the other men you have dated you can trust me." Yet when they say they will call at 7 and the call never comes you start to wonder. Your imagination runs away in every direction. This happens whether you are secure or not. If a man I am dating (or not dating actually) tells me he is going to call me at a certain time then I expect him to call me at the time HE specified. If he calls a few hours later with an excuse I just question it and shrug it off. If this happens more than 3 times in a row....he can go fuck himself, he is not worth it. Men tend to think that they are the best things since sliced bread, let me tell you all something.. you are not. A man must prove himself and his worthiness to a woman just as a woman has to do to a man. We can not just accept any man that comes running our way. Why should we make things that easy..just kidding. Relationships and love and trust are not something to throw caution to the wind. Yes I do believe in love at first sight and yes it has happened to me, but it had disappeared almost just as quickly as it had come and those 7-8 months of bliss were just that and sometimes I think I regret it but then I stop and think and then I am like "wow that was some powerful, erotic, mindblowing love." The passion is so intense as the feelings are, yes it does end but when you go back and think about it..It was intense and a great experience. I want that. I want that every day of my life for the rest of my life. I want to wake up and look over at my husband and know that he is the greatest thing that has happened to me and I to him. I want to know that I cant live without him and he cant live without me. I want him to treasure, love and respect me and our beautiful children. I want him to respect the fact that I have a career and work around our schedules with our children so I will still be able to have my career and be happy. I am a very independent woman and I need that. I need a man who can handle that. I need a man who will not put restrictions on my goals, aspirations, and dreams. Are you strong enough to be my man?
Friday, December 9
a soft moan escapes my lips,
feeling my warm inside for the first time
slowly i rub my clit in a circle
the nub slowly growing as my excitement grows
my legs quivering a little as I reach my climax
moaning softly as I feel my body ready to explode
screaming out as my fingers rub faster
feeling my juices flow on my fingers
feeling bolts of electricity sparking through me
I reel out of control
my pleasure consuming me
my fingers slowly stop
my breathing still labored
thinking of how powerful my own touch is.
copyright 2005 lac
Wednesday, December 7
Happy Birthday To Me!
My best friend and I at a club
Tuesday, December 6
Il Divo- Great Song
http://www.smashitsusa.com/player/ra/on-demand/raplayer.cfm?9374
Si me ves hallarás en mis ojos el amor
Wednesday, November 30
Thursday, November 17
Wednesday, November 16
Salvador Dali- Another of my favorite artists
Tuesday, November 8
Monday, November 7
Touching Me to My Core-My Inner Being
His words speak to my heart, the feeling of his lips on mine
send butterflies to my stomach, everytime
i love him, i truly do, he is my other half-my soulmate
he touches me to my inner core, i crumble in his presence
he puts me back together again
my heart opens to him as he holds it dear
he promises to never hurt me but to always protect me
he tells me he loves me as he holds me close in his arms
his hands caressing my arms, tickling my very soul
my eyes close as I feel him all around me
my clothes slowly sliding off my body
his lips all over my skin, my body belonging to him
my nipples turning hard as his mouth covers them
he slips his hand between my legs, parting them ever so gently
my heart racing, needing, wanting, craving all of him
our love binding us together, his seed filling me
he fills me completely, touching me to my inner core.
copyright 2005 lac
Tuesday, October 25
The Other Side(the negative is always there)
For every postive there is a negative. I had a personal goal a few years ago to make myself a more positive person. I believe that was one of the hardest challenges I have given myself so far. When you try to become a more positive person you have to remove the negativity from around you as well as the negative people-which can be very difficult because they maybe close to you. As I look back and analyze and look at myself now, I believe I have nearly completed my goal. I know some negativity will always be around in some shape and form but one needs to brush it aside or turn it into positive energy. Life is too short to be negative. I am happy with whom I am and whom I have become. I have grown a lot and continue to grow and learn. I know I will always need a little twaking now and again, but that is just who I am. I seek perfection within myself and all that I do. Is it a flaw? It could be looked upon as one. Is it so bad to strive to try and make yourself a better person? No, I think not.
Wednesday, October 19
Wednesday, October 12
Stairway Love Session
He slips up behind me with his hard cock pressing up against my ass. My breathing growing shallow. His hands grab hold of my hips firmly pressing me harder up against his strong body. He turns me towards the wall and pushes me up against it roughly, my nipples harden as he rips off my bathrobe. . His hips press into my ass, forcing his cock between my ass cheeks; his hands roughly grab my tits and pull at my nipples. A moan escapes my lips as I feel my pussy quiver in anticipation. My hands slip between my legs as I part them slowly and rub my clit, leaning back into his warm hard body. I feel the tip of his cock near my pussy as I rub myself, teasing. His cock jumping as I brush it with my fingers. He bites my neck and tells me to grab his cock and place it inside of me. I comply and as I place it at my tight wet entrance he slams it inside of my willing pussy. I groan out loudly with him; he pushes me hard up against the wall, slamming his hard cock inside of me, our bodies slapping together. Feeling his cock deep inside of me; filling me completely as I beg for more. My lover slams his cock over and over into me as my legs start to weaken, my heart racing, my body ready to explode. I moan out his name and feel my pussy tighten hungrily around his cock, he moans out as he feels me suck him in deeper into me, slamming harder as I start to cum on his cock I feel him spurt his warm seed into my pussy. Slowing down bit by bit he stops and I feel him throbbing inside of me. He kisses my neck and slowly slips out… we walk up the stairs to the shower together.
copyright 2005 lac
Saturday, October 8
Serendipity
Serendipity <~ take a peek at one of my favorite, all time, brain teasing movies...
"when love feels like knocking, you call it destiny;when destiny has a sense of humor, you call it serendipity"
: the faculty or phenomenon of finding valuable or agreeable things not sought for::
Sara: [Writing down her phone number] I can't believe I'm doing this.
Jonathan: Please let fate take its proper course. [large truck zooms by, wind knocks number from his hand into a pile of blowing trash on the sidewalk]
Jonathan: That was an accident! Write that down please?
Sara: I can't! That's a sign. Fate's telling us to back off.
Jonathan: If fate didn't want us to be together, then why did we meet tonight? Got you!
Sara: I don't know, it's not an exact science, it's a feeling.
Jonathan: What if you're wrong? Huh? What if it's all in our hands and you just walk away? No names, no phone numbers, what do you think's gonna happen? Do you think good ol' fate is gonna deliver my information to your doorstep?
Sara: You know, that's the best idea you've had all night.
Jonathan: What's the best idea?
Sara: [giving Jonathan a $5 bill] Here you go. Write your name and number down.
Jonathan: On this $5 bill?
Sara: Yeah, just do it. Jonathan: [writing down his name and phone number] You are a strange and interesting woman. [gives her the $5 bill]
Jonathan: Now what?
Sara: Wait there. [crosses the street and buys a roll of mints with the $5 bill]
Jonathan: Hey! What the hell was that?
Sara: Well, if that $5 bill makes its way back into my hands, I'll be able to call you, and when you hear my voice on the other end, then you'll believe in fate, won't you?
Jonathan: Hey! What about me?
Sara: What do you mean?
Jonathan: Well, we have to send something out in the universe with your name, don't we? I mean, that's the only fair thing.
Sara: That *is* the only fair thing. What have I got? Ooh, no, I have a really good idea. Jonathan: [looking at the band playing] That's a lot of tubas.
Sara: [holds up a book] See this book?
Jonathan: Yeah!
Sara: [opens the book] So, when I get home tonight, I'm gonna write my name and number in this book, and first thing tomorrow morning, I'll sell it to a used bookstore.
Jonathan: Which one? You're not gonna tell me, you're not gonna tell me? Why not?
Sara: Now every time you pass an old book store you're gonna have to go inside to see if it's there!
I believe..do you?
Friday, October 7
Words of Wisdom....
Wednesday, October 5
Divineness- Reaching From Nowhere
How can I be telling you my thoughts my love
When even I don't know what I'm thinking
How can I explain the way your eyes
Burn into my mind, my love
For when you talk to me
I'm blind 'cause you set me free
and you hold me and your fingers
touching me
What if we decide to break these walls?
This from me, the builder
Can we give this love a fair chance?
And only cease when it fades
And when I see your face
Locked in my memory
And you hold me
And I'm giving up to you
Reaching from nowhere
Feeling for your hands
Screaming out your name
Nearing towards you
Reaching from nowhere
Feeling for your hands
Screaming out your name
Nearing towards you
Nearing towards you
Reaching from nowhere
Feeling for your hands
Screaming out your name
Nearing towards you
-milla jojovich
Monday, October 3
Sunday, October 2
What the Winter Will Bring
you tell me to dress warm because you are taking me out for the day, the snow is lightly falling, it is a crisp saturday. we walk hand in hand, strolling down the street~you carry in your hand a closed bag, i ask you what is inside and i try to peek, you pull it away, smile and say "my dear you must wait and see" as you squeeze my hand~we come upon a park and an ice pond, i look at you incredulously and start giggling nervously. you open the bag as we sit on the nearby bench and pull out a pair of ice skates for us both. as we sit we put them on and look at you as I stand up wobbling, knowing neither of us have skated much~ you extend your hand to me and say "trust me I won't let you fall, I will catch you or be your cushion" and we both start laughing. I place my hand in yours trustingly as we step on the ice and skate around slowly.~I slowly let your hand go and move in front of you, a moment later i stumble and start to lose control, I start to fall and you catch me~ You lose balance in the process and fall, landing on your tush as I fall into your lap. We start laughing and I turn to look at you, our red rosey cheeks~ you kiss my lips gently and say " i told you i'd catch you if you fell"