Once upon a time...

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,

He said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her foreve.

...and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,

and once again

he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face

the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

The Sensual~ Sexual Me

The Sensual~ Sexual Me

the small curvacious body, the long lean legs

the gentle curve of the hips and the tight buttocks

the high perky breasts, the sensual~sexual me

the full package and nothing less

age like fine wine~ perfection at its best

the soft sudden moans he evokes from within

as his hands caress the spots, the nipples harden

he aims to please, he does his best

he waits until i scream to finish the rest

a true man in all he says and does

in and out of the bedroom~ he is a real man

he makes me whimper, he makes me beg

me urges me on, to please me multiple times

a man every women dreams about~ in my bed

what more could I ask for~ he is as much of a dream

as he is my reality

he brings out my sensual~ sexual side

and delights in what i teach

his alluring green eyes, spark my appetite

his lust for me and willingness to learn

send me over the edge...

this part of.. my sensual~sexual me

copyright 2006 lac

I Will Survive--A song I love by Enrique

Me with K.P.S...in S.C

You like to think that you'll be the only one who understands my needs

And you tell everyone that i can't live without you even for one day

but who gave you the right to talk about the way i feel so deep inside

Now i realize you were never mine, we were never right

Baby you will find

I will survive

I'm gonna make it through

Just give me time

I will get over you

I will survive

No matter what you do

Just wait and see i will get over you

cause baby I will survive

cause baby I will survive

What makes you think that i don't see the way you made a fool of me

To laugh behind my back

This what goes around i promise you comes back

Now i realize you were never mine, we were never right

Baby you will find

I will survive

I'm gonna make it through

Just give me time

I will get over you

I will survive

No matter what you do

Just wait and see i will get over you

cause baby i will survive

I will survive

I'm gonna make it through

I will survive

I will get over you

Cause baby I will survive

~enrique iglesias

The Demons Within

Dating..

Dating... the perfect man...

now dating is a touchy subject, especially for a woman hitting her 30's.

I was skeptic about dating again after leaving a less than honest/productive relationship

but I knew that i could not give up hope.

I am glad that i choose that route. dating is not as easy now as it once was

there are more things going on in the head now.. what kind of mate will he be? will we have

cute kids? smart kids? talented athlectic kids?

what will they inherit from either one of us? (thats the scary part!)lol

soo many things one did not think about while you were dating at the age of say 20?

if i knew then what i knew now...

i am glad that i did not give up on dating.. i refuse to give in to the negativity

i am happy that i forged on and did not close any doors.

my new job has given me the opportunity to meet many new people and help

them as well (all in a days work) and that is what i am good at

i plan and book weddings and business meetings etc.. (imagine that)

and my good samaritan in me has helped me to meet and "date" the man i am dating today. one never assumes that helping someone else can land you a date! Benchwarmers was THE BEST!! just a little fyi..

i never thought in a million years that i would "date" someone younger than me.

alas, there are many things i didnt think i would do.. thats for a later discussion...

i am having fun and seeing what the world has to offer and in the mean time,

finding my place in this world.

this man is extremely talented and athletic (and intelligent)(they do exist!!), and very mature i have found a great deal of fun in going to baseball games besides the Yankees! and in yoga

and in making new friends

all in all i couldnt be happier. except for the few weddings i do have to attend and the

ever cringing family questions "why arent you married?" "are you engaged?" "when are you going to settle down and have kids" are you people nuts!!! ((and of course i have a great date

and I didnt have to pay $6000!! but then again one can get a good bang for your buck.. ))

doesnt anyone know there is more to live than that!!

there is traveling and sex and road trips and sex and work and sex and

traveling and beaches and sex...lol!

I want to live my life to the fullest and popping out a $100k tuition

bill is NOT part of it! lol

so, as i look at the picture above i think of my "man friend" on the road traveling as

he works.. that is not him in the photo but it is damn close enough

without giving away my goods!!

the question i ask myself is can men and women be strictly plutonic? I have some males that are friends but I was told differently that men can not be... who knows..

i trust.. what do you think??

lac 2006