Saturday, September 10



Kiss of Life
Gene Loves Jezebel

oh, yeah Why can't I be like you? Flying so high as a kite Never knowing what you do it for When you are young No one tells you anything They just hope you don't make the same mistake and become just like them Oh, I would wait a thousand years I'd roll a thousand stars I'd wait until the sun eclipsed the moon Oh, I would give the kiss of life If only you would say Oh, come live with me and love me And, I will surely stay I will stay Oh, why can't I be like you? Always so wrong, but so right Never knowing what you'd do it for For you are young, no one tells you anything I just hope you don't make the same mistakes and become just like them And, I would wait a thousand years I'd roll a thousand stars I'd wait until the sun eclipsed the moon Then, I would give the kiss of life if only you would say Come lay with me and love me And, I would surely stay, I will stay (what are you wondering?) (what are you hungry for?) (why do you worry?) Oh, I will wait a thousand years to share my world with you I'll wait until the sun should kiss the sky Oh, I would give the kiss of life if only you would say Oh, come lay with me and love me Ah, tell me that you'll stay, I'll stay tell me you'll stay, tell me you'll stay say you'll you'll stay (what are you wondering?) (what you hungry for?) (why do you worry?) (what are you waiting for?) I would give I would give I would give you the stars Till the moon is lovers own I will follow wherever you are (My kiss for your dreams) Oh, I would give the kiss of life if only you would stay come lay with me and love me and I will surely stay, I will stay

Thursday, September 8

Its worth a shot isnt it? ::wink:: Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, September 7

Nothing Left to Give
I am who I am
He takes and takes, I give and give
I dwindle down to nothing
He knows I can only give so much
before I break and crumble
He cares not for me
for if he did he would try to give
I gave him my heart and he tore it apart
I gave him my love but he turned it away
He told me he no longer had a place for it to stay
I gave him my soul that he just turned cold
He said we would be together for eternity
Now we are over, what have you done
Leaving me blinded, with just thoughts of you
I must go on, to someone new
Hoping you will never come back
For I will not know what to do
I wanted to be with you but
I Have Nothing Left to Give

Tuesday, September 6

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She puts on her gloves and dresses for Him
knowing how much it will please Him so
she rushes to change before He comes home
wanting to be kneeling when he walks in......
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Lick it..taste it..want it...
From the depths of my soul I give you all I have, my one true love.  Posted by Picasa
Your mouth will come next and tease your hard nipple. It is yours my love, taste me. Posted by Picasa
Here I am, yours to take. My trust in you is unlimited.  Posted by Picasa
Seal my fate...with your wax, Sir. Posted by Picasa

Monday, September 5


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Perfection Posted by Picasa
Beauty Posted by Picasa
~My place of tranquility and of remoteness~noone can find me, lost to all in my moment in time ~Laying on the grass with a blanket, thoughts of love and life passing me by ~Popping a purple grape into my mouth and hearing it crunch under my teeth ~Watching all the beauty that surrounds me, taking it all in ~ Hearing the sounds of nature, closing my eyes, feeling the breeze sweep over me
~Hearing the rushing water as I stand up to walk to the edge
~Dipping my toes in the water, wishing He was here with me
~Thoughts of us making love under the waterfall once again
~Feeling him consume me simply by thoughts
~My heart opens up to him, I love him dearly
~Seeing my reflection in the water
~ the love and passion in my eyes
~Knowing its only for Him, the only man in my life
~Wading out into the cool water
~Feeling it swirl around me
~I close my eyes and dive in
~My thoughts only of love and happiness
~ I love you, I always have, I always will



Dirty Dancing : Dance Off Clip I will find my Patrick Swayze! Take a look at watch the best part of the movie (besides the smut) ::sniffle:::

Thursday night I saw not one but two shooting stars as I sat outside thinking..contemplating..Never in my life have I seen two in one night..and to make my weekend even better, on saturday night I saw one as well..the beautiful trail it leaves across the sky.. the wishes I made, the hopes of them coming true, the shivers i felt while thinking of you, the thought of your touch as i lay looking at the stars, needing to feel your strong arms wrapped around me, holding me tight, letting me know everything is going to be alright. wanting to feel your kisses trailing down my face, your lips skimming down to the side of my neck, your hands gently brushing up and down my arms, the whisper of your voice telling me you love me. the heat of your breathe slipping down to my cleavage as it moves to take my nipple in your mouth...my bodies aches in delight for your touch..dont make it ache any longer my love...
There is something that sets me aside from most woman. Something that I have yet come to understand and that is how and why woman feel that they need a man. I am almost 29 years old..yes I know I am getting up there. lol I use to get approached with questions from family mostly (and friends) why dont you have a boyfriend? then as the years went by and I dated here and there the questions progressed to "when are you getting married?" "when are you having kids?".. gosh I love my family! And here I am thinking..wwooohooo slow down! I am only 2o something. Here's the thing... A man is not going to get me through college (his money might but help, I have my own) nor is a man going to get me a job, so why would I want to go man-hunting instead of job hunting? I want to succeed in life as a woman, a business woman first then as a wife and mother. I have goals, aspirations, ambition and determination and its not to be bare-foot and pregnant at home. Don't get me wrong I do want a man, but the key word is want, not need. I do want children, 3 at most and a wonderful man to complete me. But I am still baffled of how most woman I know, including some family members can not be single. They jump from one man to the other because they can not be alone. I know I may come off harsh most of the time and have trust issues..but there is a softer side. I am posting an email from a friend of mine, names will be bleeped out, but it made me cry..yes I cried.. He is my guardian angel..A man who I owe much of my sanity to. Words can not describe what he has been for me except for my Guardian Angel, his words never cease to amaze me, he is one of the wisest men I know. I know you will see what I see as you read his words to me.
My Darling Lady ****,

It may not be the manly thing to do, but I'll admit your response made me cry. So many times you have lifted my soul in times of despair and lost hope, so many times your arms surrounded me when I needed them - and yet you thank ME.

Your note reached me on a day when I questioned everything about myself - my value as a person, my employability, the meager talents I possess, my incredible ability to be the most obtuse at the absolutely worst time. Your words were a lifeline that I read over and over as the day progressed - and slowly allowed them to sink in until I had the strength to lift my own eyes from the dark abyss of the present to the brighter horizon. Thank you, my friend. Please never doubt the power of your own words to reach inside someone and make them feel and see and experience and believe things they did not know were there, or possible for them to see.

****, from our first words and until my dying breath I have and will tell you only the truth. And nothing has or will be more true than the truth of the beauty of you - of face and body of course, but more importantly of mind and heart and soul. I know you guard your heart and I understand the reason, but you have granted me the privilege of seeing deep inside it, and its beauty is also apparent to any who will take the time to read your journal.

Never doubt that you deserve happiness****. Never doubt that you deserve love. And if my role in your life is truly to be your Guardian Angel (a role I gladly accept with humility, honor and respect), then know that I will always be here to help you understand that. I have encountered many in my life **** - known some better than others, liked some, disliked others, was largely ambivalent about most and loved but a handful. But in honesty I can say that few measure up to you in beauty and potential and sheer will. I have been honored by your trust to know the struggles you've endured in life, yet you always manage to rise above the fray - strong and determined and focused in the end, your jaw set firmly but still with a twinkle in your eye if one knows how and where to look for it. I know it is exhausting to you to continually feel that you swim upstream, yet I remind you to look back over the obstacles you've overcome, the mountains you've conquered when lesser souls turned back - and then I ask you to look to the future, not with trepidation, but with hope. I know you have not yet achieved what you wish from life, that you still feel 'behind' based on society's arbitrary timelines, but again I remind you of what you've already accomplished to reach this point and that the challenges you face and will face are actually far less daunting than most of those you've already overcome. And then I remind you that you are still young and beautiful and vital. My own life - and those of most I know - did not truly settle until my 30's and that was perhaps my happiest decade - and others find their stride even later. You may be weary, but your life DOES lie before you, my friend. Seize it and make it your own in the same way that you take simple words without meaning and craft poems that reach inside your readers and make them truly feel.

You honor me with your words and with your presence in my life. If my own words help you to see beyond the present and instead to see the bright horizon, then know that they are only my way of saying thank you - and to give back to you for the great honor and privilege of holding and protecting a tiny part of your heart deep within my own. Come to me for help and support and strength, **** - know that you will always find them in my arms and in my heart. Know that you always will.

Thank you my dear friend. I wish you peace.

Till soon,

Your adoring Angel
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