Trapped in his web of lies

Caught in his web of lies, losing myself in its tangles,

not knowing what is real or where to turn

the truth hurts, it is a lesson learned

the web grows larger as the lies add up

the man i once knew so well, has become a stranger to me

how did i lose my way, how did i not see

the devious side,

the hurt he was about to inflict on me

feeling betrayed in every way

as I see all the lies pouring forth

the web tangling tighter, feeling trapped in it

knowing how deeply i fell in love with this man

now I am trapped in his web of lies

drowning...

copyright 2006- lac

The last Kiss

the feeling inside of me is so great

the intensity of our last kiss hits me

the instant hunger i feel to have it all

to never let him go overwhelms me

the need that pains me

i feel it in our lips, in our desperation

our last kiss

we will never be

he is being taken away from me

our nakedness and raw passion

seeks to find its end

for this is our last kiss

it is our end.

copyright 2006-lac

Is it Too Much To Ask For?

Is it too much to ask for to find a man with qualities you need as well as want??
Is it too much to ask for to find a man to stand by your side, not in front of you or behind?
Is it too much to ask for to find a loyal, loving, trustworthy and faithful man? Who won't lie or cheat?
Is it too much to ask for?? Here is part of an online profile of mine I had up before. I don't
think it is overly much to want what I have written. What do you think?

My ideal match... I would like him to be tall, athletic and handsome, a man who knows how to be a gentleman. He should take great care of himself. A great personality is important and a sense of humor along with great communication skills. I like a man who is down to earth, affectionate and financially secure, respectful. He should be family-orientated like me(there are 8 kids in my family and yes we did have a TV). Being loyal and honest is important too. I want to be swept off my feet by a man who can be my lover as well as my best friend. He will put my worms on the hook for me and think its funny. We will go to baseball games and Broadway shows. We will travel and enjoy each others company and learn about different cultures together. We will continually learn about each other and love each other more for our interests and differences. He will support me and my career as I will do the same for him. He will accept me and my flaws and love me unconditionally as I will love him. I do not like high maintenance men or men who pretend to be something they are not. Just be yourself. Gentlemen please understand that the 12 oz curl is NOT athletic nor is it sexy. I would like to meet a man to eventually settle down with. I want (and deserve) a man I can not live without.

I know women should stand by their man, but shouldnt our men stand by us as well? Chivalry isn't dead and I hope it never dies.