The Afterthoughts of Love and Life: 03/26/2006

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Friday, March 31

As I watch him from our bed...

as i watch him from our bed

my pussy gets wet, my heart starts to race

his beautiful body moves with grace

he walks towards me- I start to ache

I need him inside, filling me

feeling our love and hearts collide

we are perfect for each other

never a minute goes by when he is not on my mind

counting down when we will be with each other again

I love him with all my heart, he completes me

everytime I look at him, its like the first time

he makes my heart race and smile all the time

he completes my life

watching him from our bed, i fall in love all over again

he makes me a better woman

life is divine

as I watch him from our bed....

knowing he is all mine.

Cuffed

he cuffs me from behind

he blindfolds my eyes

the game begins

the eroticism takes over

my senses change

i stand there vunerable

for his eyes to see

i belong to him

i am at his mercy

he teases my pussy

endlessly

using ice and wax to torture me

i beg him to take me

i need him inside of me

he makes me ache

he makes me wait

letting me know

he is master

i beg for more

he gives in

he wants to take me and make me his

he takes me hard, he fills me

i am his

cuffed.

One of my fantasies....

i tie him to the tree in the vast forest

our naked bodies one with nature

his rock hard cock sticking out at me

i lick my lips hungrily

not a soul in sight or earshot

only the sounds of nature surround us

i kneel down on the soft moss in front of the tree

i grasp his cock gently

i look up at him as i lick his cock

making sure to tease him, i am the boss

licking his shaft up and down hearing his moans

seeing his frown

i giggle as i look up at him slowly pulling

my mouth away

knowing how he will soon beg

his crystal blue eyes stare down at me

pleading with mine, begging for more

i smile up and take him in

deep in my throat is where i begin

humming and sucking

i feel him throbbing, my lips tighten

i work faster as i taste his precum

i pull away to savor his taste

teasing him a little i rub him on my face

taking him back in my throat again

sucking him harder

massaging his balls

deep in my throat i take him all

he starts to cum as i suck harder

filling my mouth~swallowing his seed

he moans and screams how much he loves me

our eyes meet, no words needed

we both know we were meant to be

we will last an eternity.

Pathological Liars!-repost from Dec 31, 2005 to Greg Keller

There is a reason why you are asked in court to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. It is because most of the time that is not what people do. Everyone lies sometime. There are many reasons to lie. Sometimes it is to not hurt someone's feelings. Sometimes a lie is for our own advantage. Some people lie in conducting business and in their personal lives. Most adults are aware of when they lie.
Young children sometimes have problems telling fantasy from reality. When a 3-year-old insists that he flew to Mars this morning, he may not be lying on purpose. He may not even be aware that it is a lie. Children with good imaginations often take longer to learn what a lie really is. It is important to work with children to teach them about fantasy and reality, instead of punishing them for these kinds of beliefs.
A pathological liar believes in the lies, at least at the time that she or he is talking. Their stories tend to be very dramatic. They often portray the person as being smarter, braver, more attractive, or more interesting than she or he really is. Sometimes people begin to catch onto pathological liars because of obvious flaws in the stories. A fairly young man will describe his heroics in the Vietnam war. A homely woman will talk about all the men who fell instantly in love with her. Sometimes the flaws may be more subtle and it may take a knowledgeable person to find them. Often it happens that a pathological liar will be caught out at a party by someone who really was a pilot, really lived in Africa, or really was a fashion model.
Suspect a pathological liar if:
the stories seem too dramatic or unrealistic
the lies seem to serve no purpose except to impress people or
the lies can easily be shown up
Sometimes pathological lying appears to be related to physical causes, such as problems in the brain. Other times they appear to be related to low self-esteem.

Pathological Liars Have Different Brains

Less gray matter, more white matter seen in scans, researchers report.

By Ed EdelsonHealthDay Reporter
FRIDAY, Sept. 30 (HealthDay News) -- Looking into the brains of people who habitually cheat and lie, neuroscientists have found abnormalities in the area that controls higher thinking.
Pathological liars have less gray matter and more white matter in their prefrontal cortex, according to a report in the October issue of the British Journal of Psychiatry. Gray matter consists of the cells that do the thinking, while white matter consists of the cells that connect them.
"Our argument is that the more networking there is in the prefrontal cortex, the more the person has an upper hand in lying," said study co-author Adrian Raine, a professor of psychology at the University of Southern California (USC). "Their verbal skills are higher. They almost have a natural advantage."
This is the first report on structural brain abnormalities in pathological liars, the USC researchers said.
The study included 49 Los Angeles residents who were given psychological tests and interviews. The answers allowed the researchers to classify 12 as having a history of repeated lying, 16 who showed signs of antisocial personality disorder but not pathological lying, and 21 as average, usually honest people.
Differences in brain structure were recorded on magnetic resonance images. The liars had 25.7 percent more white matter than the antisocial people and 22 percent more than normal controls. Liars also had a 14.2 percent decrease in gray matter when compared to the controls.
That means that liars have more tools to lie and fewer moral restraints than normal people, Raine said, since this gray matter is also what experts believe controls moral behavior.
"The reduction in gray matter predisposes them to lie in the first place," he said. "The excess of white matter makes it easier for them to do it. If these liars have a 14 percent reduction in gray matter, that means they are less likely to care about moral issues or are less likely to be able to process moral issues."
The finding could eventually be used in making diagnoses of behavioral problems, and might have applications in the criminal justice system, the researchers said.
The field in which the USC researchers are working is "rapidly growing," said Diane Fishbein, a research psychobiologist at the Research Triangle Institute in Raleigh-Durham, N.C.
Fishbein has done work in "an area of research about deception in general and psychopathology in general," she said. "We are interested in what the substrates are for deception. It would be very interesting to know when someone is lying."
One of her studies found a major difference in the brain function of people who exhibited psychopathic behavior. "Most people process higher-order cognitive function with the front of the brain and emotions in the limbic system, which is lower down," she said. "Psychopaths treat emotional stimuli as if it was information, with their cognitive information processed in the limbic system."
Studies of abnormal brain function are sure to grow because "for reasons of security, there is an interest in trying to identify when people are lying," Fishbein said.

Thursday, March 30

All I Need

All I need is to share my love and life with him

all i need is to share my happiness and laughter with him

all i need is to share myself with my one true love

I need his love to match with mine

I need his happiness and joy

our lives joined as one is a life just begun

I need his touch- his sensitivity

I need his eyes- to undress me

I need his trust- explicitly

I need his hands to caress my body

I need his body to make love to mine

I need all of him- I need him to be mine

Our bodies joined as one

Our hearts entwined

Our souls melded together

Our Love Divine~

The Afterthoughts of Love and Life