The Other Side(the negative is always there)

For every postive there is a negative. I had a personal goal a few years ago to make myself a more positive person. I believe that was one of the hardest challenges I have given myself so far. When you try to become a more positive person you have to remove the negativity from around you as well as the negative people-which can be very difficult because they maybe close to you. As I look back and analyze and look at myself now, I believe I have nearly completed my goal. I know some negativity will always be around in some shape and form but one needs to brush it aside or turn it into positive energy. Life is too short to be negative. I am happy with whom I am and whom I have become. I have grown a lot and continue to grow and learn. I know I will always need a little twaking now and again, but that is just who I am. I seek perfection within myself and all that I do. Is it a flaw? It could be looked upon as one. Is it so bad to strive to try and make yourself a better person? No, I think not.

Fleeting Thought

Vincent Van Gogh

"Starry Night Over the Rhone" 1888

"The Starry Night" 1889

In Your Eyes

Stairway Love Session

He slips up behind me with his hard cock pressing up against my ass. My breathing growing shallow. His hands grab hold of my hips firmly pressing me harder up against his strong body. He turns me towards the wall and pushes me up against it roughly, my nipples harden as he rips off my bathrobe. . His hips press into my ass, forcing his cock between my ass cheeks; his hands roughly grab my tits and pull at my nipples. A moan escapes my lips as I feel my pussy quiver in anticipation. My hands slip between my legs as I part them slowly and rub my clit, leaning back into his warm hard body. I feel the tip of his cock near my pussy as I rub myself, teasing. His cock jumping as I brush it with my fingers. He bites my neck and tells me to grab his cock and place it inside of me. I comply and as I place it at my tight wet entrance he slams it inside of my willing pussy. I groan out loudly with him; he pushes me hard up against the wall, slamming his hard cock inside of me, our bodies slapping together. Feeling his cock deep inside of me; filling me completely as I beg for more. My lover slams his cock over and over into me as my legs start to weaken, my heart racing, my body ready to explode. I moan out his name and feel my pussy tighten hungrily around his cock, he moans out as he feels me suck him in deeper into me, slamming harder as I start to cum on his cock I feel him spurt his warm seed into my pussy. Slowing down bit by bit he stops and I feel him throbbing inside of me. He kisses my neck and slowly slips out… we walk up the stairs to the shower together.

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Serendipity

Serendipity <~ take a peek at one of my favorite, all time, brain teasing movies...
"when love feels like knocking, you call it destiny;when destiny has a sense of humor, you call it serendipity"

: the faculty or phenomenon of finding valuable or agreeable things not sought for::


Sara: [Writing down her phone number] I can't believe I'm doing this.
Jonathan: Please let fate take its proper course. [large truck zooms by, wind knocks number from his hand into a pile of blowing trash on the sidewalk]
Jonathan: That was an accident! Write that down please?
Sara: I can't! That's a sign. Fate's telling us to back off.
Jonathan: If fate didn't want us to be together, then why did we meet tonight? Got you!
Sara: I don't know, it's not an exact science, it's a feeling.
Jonathan: What if you're wrong? Huh? What if it's all in our hands and you just walk away? No names, no phone numbers, what do you think's gonna happen? Do you think good ol' fate is gonna deliver my information to your doorstep?
Sara: You know, that's the best idea you've had all night.
Jonathan: What's the best idea?
Sara: [giving Jonathan a $5 bill] Here you go. Write your name and number down.
Jonathan: On this $5 bill?
Sara: Yeah, just do it. Jonathan: [writing down his name and phone number] You are a strange and interesting woman. [gives her the $5 bill]
Jonathan: Now what?
Sara: Wait there. [crosses the street and buys a roll of mints with the $5 bill]
Jonathan: Hey! What the hell was that?
Sara: Well, if that $5 bill makes its way back into my hands, I'll be able to call you, and when you hear my voice on the other end, then you'll believe in fate, won't you?
Jonathan: Hey! What about me?
Sara: What do you mean?
Jonathan: Well, we have to send something out in the universe with your name, don't we? I mean, that's the only fair thing.
Sara: That *is* the only fair thing. What have I got? Ooh, no, I have a really good idea. Jonathan: [looking at the band playing] That's a lot of tubas.
Sara: [holds up a book] See this book?
Jonathan: Yeah!
Sara: [opens the book] So, when I get home tonight, I'm gonna write my name and number in this book, and first thing tomorrow morning, I'll sell it to a used bookstore.
Jonathan: Which one? You're not gonna tell me, you're not gonna tell me? Why not?
Sara: Now every time you pass an old book store you're gonna have to go inside to see if it's there!

I believe..do you?

Words of Wisdom....

"Some people can express themselves better on paper, and I feel sorry for these poor souls". why...... Because only true love can be spoken from your mouth when the person you are communicating with is right in front of you... from a very smart man...

With Arms Wide Open

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Divineness- Reaching From Nowhere

How can I be telling you my thoughts my love
When even I don't know what I'm thinking
How can I explain the way your eyes
Burn into my mind, my love
For when you talk to me
I'm blind 'cause you set me free
and you hold me and your fingers
touching me
What if we decide to break these walls?
This from me, the builder
Can we give this love a fair chance?
And only cease when it fades
And when I see your face
Locked in my memory
And you hold me
And I'm giving up to you
Reaching from nowhere
Feeling for your hands
Screaming out your name
Nearing towards you
Reaching from nowhere
Feeling for your hands
Screaming out your name
Nearing towards you
Nearing towards you
Reaching from nowhere
Feeling for your hands
Screaming out your name
Nearing towards you
-milla jojovich

Need I Say More?

Remy Zero....favorite tune

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What the Winter Will Bring

you tell me to dress warm because you are taking me out for the day, the snow is lightly falling, it is a crisp saturday. we walk hand in hand, strolling down the street~you carry in your hand a closed bag, i ask you what is inside and i try to peek, you pull it away, smile and say "my dear you must wait and see" as you squeeze my hand~we come upon a park and an ice pond, i look at you incredulously and start giggling nervously. you open the bag as we sit on the nearby bench and pull out a pair of ice skates for us both. as we sit we put them on and look at you as I stand up wobbling, knowing neither of us have skated much~ you extend your hand to me and say "trust me I won't let you fall, I will catch you or be your cushion" and we both start laughing. I place my hand in yours trustingly as we step on the ice and skate around slowly.~I slowly let your hand go and move in front of you, a moment later i stumble and start to lose control, I start to fall and you catch me~ You lose balance in the process and fall, landing on your tush as I fall into your lap. We start laughing and I turn to look at you, our red rosey cheeks~ you kiss my lips gently and say " i told you i'd catch you if you fell"

I DO

Field of Dreams

Field of Dreams
i had a dreamd that we were together
we had a love that could never be broken
you took me into your arms
and spun me around with a smile
we were so happy yet it was a dream
we were in a field only left alone to love
i made you happy and you did the same for me
i had a field of dreams for you and me
we had a love that could never be broken
there we were..innocent and in love
loving ourselves like never before
we made love so gently and lovingly
we melted into each other arms never to part
noone was there to stop us or scold us
everything we were doing was right
our love will last forever because
we want it that way and it shall be that way
we were to be together; never to part
for our love for each other was too strong
we have a special bond never to be broken
copright 1994 lac

Our Alley In Italia

The Alley In Italia

We took a trip to Italy as part of our honeymoon
I showed you the sights, we tasted the food
We became part of the culture just you and me
I taught you some words so you could learn
How to say I love you-Ti Amo siempre
We held hands as we walked thru the streets
The country of love and passion
Surrounds us
We walked down this alley
Just the two of us it seemed
We embraced and kissed
So passionately
Until a photographer captured us
To keep this a memory
He showed us the photo he took unexpectedly
He said it was true love
It was all he could see
We thanked him graciously and took his card
We were to pick up our photo the following day
Here we have etched in our memory
Of a wonderful time we shared in Italy
On our wall the photo will stay
A reminder of our love that was destined to be.
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To Be Or Not To Be.....

To be or not to be..

Here we stand

you holding me

My face is maskless

yet yours still holds

You were afraid to tell me about you

Until I showed you I would never go

I trusted you completely and bared my soul

for you to see

kiss my lips and taste me

I opened my heart and let you in

Now please reveal yourself to me

I shall love you forever and always

My love I hold for you

is unconditional

Slowly I see you reveal to me

the wonderful man underneath

I am still here, you have all of me

I have loved you even before I knew you

To be or not to be

Was it fate or destiny

that brought us together so unexpectedly

You have taken my heart, you have taken my soul

Like a thief in the night you have taken me

I am all yours now and for eternity

Under the mask you hid a perfect man

Your flaws you see are what attract me

So please take off your mask

reveal your true self to me

I shall be here for you forever

now and for eternity

copyright 2005-lac

I Am Yours

I am yours

to love and to hold

I am yours

to marry and make love to

I am yours

to be with forever and a day

I am yours

to love unconditionally

I am yours

take me as I am

I am yours

copyright 2005 lac

Family

Here is your family waiting for you
We both know it was meant to be
Brought together by fate and destiny
You and I will always be
Here is your family you've captured our hearts
In such a short time we came to be
We touched each others lives so tenderly
We traveled the world and made a baby
I have waited so long for someone like you
To trust and love for all eternity

copyright 2005 lac

Wish Upon A Star

i wished upon a star and you came true

you are perfect for me and you complete me

never in my life did i think someone could make me whole

and then i met you

we understand each other effortlessly

our love we share is unconditional

we came together unexpectedly

we knew in an instant it was destiny

and we would be together for eternity

i am ready to give you all of me

for I have found a man I trust completely

i wished upon a star the same one as you

here is my heart it is yours to treasure

here is my love hold it dear

here is my soul i want to feel yours inside

never will we have to wish upon a star.

copyright 2005 lac

The Game

Pittsburg, PA

watching him dress as he throws on his jersey
eager to go cheer on our team
sporting my hat and matching shirt
i yell "let's go honey we dont have time to kill"
we leave our place with smiles on our face
his sweatshirt wrapped around my waist
the short ride to the stadium exciting us both
signs everywhere saying "Philly's vs. Yankees"
the crowd going wild as we join in
clapping and cheering as our team wins!
drinking down our beers one by one
laughing and talking as we sit in the sun
the day goes by the hits never end
neck to neck the game- whose to win?
we look over at each other and smile
kissing quickly between batters
a day filled with beer, sun and hot dogs!
Knowing....he's the one
the game runs late, i pull on his sweatshirt
i breathe in deeply
his scent so close to me
I could not ask for anything more
it is just him and me
Having a blast..watching the game
Watching our Yankees!
copyright 2005 lac