The feelings, emotions, the inside, the creations of what we are made of, the erotica that resides deeply within, crawl inside, welcome it and enjoy..Positive comments are always welcome..

as i watch him from our bed
my pussy gets wet, my heart starts to race
his beautiful body moves with grace
he walks towards me- I start to ache
I need him inside, filling me
feeling our love and hearts collide
we are perfect for each other
never a minute goes by when he is not on my mind
counting down when we will be with each other again
I love him with all my heart, he completes me
everytime I look at him, its like the first time
he makes my heart race and smile all the time
he completes my life
watching him from our bed, i fall in love all over again
he makes me a better woman
life is divine
as I watch him from our bed....
knowing he is all mine.
copyright 2006 lac
There is a reason why you are asked in court to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. It is because most of the time that is not what people do. Everyone lies sometime. There are many reasons to lie. Sometimes it is to not hurt someone's feelings. Sometimes a lie is for our own advantage. Some people lie in conducting business and in their personal lives. Most adults are aware of when they lie.
Young children sometimes have problems telling fantasy from reality. When a 3-year-old insists that he flew to Mars this morning, he may not be lying on purpose. He may not even be aware that it is a lie. Children with good imaginations often take longer to learn what a lie really is. It is important to work with children to teach them about fantasy and reality, instead of punishing them for these kinds of beliefs.
A pathological liar believes in the lies, at least at the time that she or he is talking. Their stories tend to be very dramatic. They often portray the person as being smarter, braver, more attractive, or more interesting than she or he really is. Sometimes people begin to catch onto pathological liars because of obvious flaws in the stories. A fairly young man will describe his heroics in the Vietnam war. A homely woman will talk about all the men who fell instantly in love with her. Sometimes the flaws may be more subtle and it may take a knowledgeable person to find them. Often it happens that a pathological liar will be caught out at a party by someone who really was a pilot, really lived in Africa, or really was a fashion model.
Suspect a pathological liar if:
the stories seem too dramatic or unrealistic
the lies seem to serve no purpose except to impress people or
the lies can easily be shown up
Sometimes pathological lying appears to be related to physical causes, such as problems in the brain. Other times they appear to be related to low self-esteem.
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Pathological Liars Have Different Brains
Less gray matter, more white matter seen in scans, researchers report.
By Ed EdelsonHealthDay Reporter
FRIDAY, Sept. 30 (HealthDay News) -- Looking into the brains of people who habitually cheat and lie, neuroscientists have found abnormalities in the area that controls higher thinking.
Pathological liars have less gray matter and more white matter in their prefrontal cortex, according to a report in the October issue of the British Journal of Psychiatry. Gray matter consists of the cells that do the thinking, while white matter consists of the cells that connect them.
"Our argument is that the more networking there is in the prefrontal cortex, the more the person has an upper hand in lying," said study co-author Adrian Raine, a professor of psychology at the University of Southern California (USC). "Their verbal skills are higher. They almost have a natural advantage."
This is the first report on structural brain abnormalities in pathological liars, the USC researchers said.
The study included 49 Los Angeles residents who were given psychological tests and interviews. The answers allowed the researchers to classify 12 as having a history of repeated lying, 16 who showed signs of antisocial personality disorder but not pathological lying, and 21 as average, usually honest people.
Differences in brain structure were recorded on magnetic resonance images. The liars had 25.7 percent more white matter than the antisocial people and 22 percent more than normal controls. Liars also had a 14.2 percent decrease in gray matter when compared to the controls.
That means that liars have more tools to lie and fewer moral restraints than normal people, Raine said, since this gray matter is also what experts believe controls moral behavior.
"The reduction in gray matter predisposes them to lie in the first place," he said. "The excess of white matter makes it easier for them to do it. If these liars have a 14 percent reduction in gray matter, that means they are less likely to care about moral issues or are less likely to be able to process moral issues."
The finding could eventually be used in making diagnoses of behavioral problems, and might have applications in the criminal justice system, the researchers said.
The field in which the USC researchers are working is "rapidly growing," said Diane Fishbein, a research psychobiologist at the Research Triangle Institute in Raleigh-Durham, N.C.
Fishbein has done work in "an area of research about deception in general and psychopathology in general," she said. "We are interested in what the substrates are for deception. It would be very interesting to know when someone is lying."
One of her studies found a major difference in the brain function of people who exhibited psychopathic behavior. "Most people process higher-order cognitive function with the front of the brain and emotions in the limbic system, which is lower down," she said. "Psychopaths treat emotional stimuli as if it was information, with their cognitive information processed in the limbic system."
Studies of abnormal brain function are sure to grow because "for reasons of security, there is an interest in trying to identify when people are lying," Fishbein said.

All I need is to share my love and life with him
all i need is to share my happiness and laughter with him
all i need is to share myself with my one true love
I need his love to match with mine
I need his happiness and joy
our lives joined as one is a life just begun
I need his touch- his sensitivity
I need his eyes- to undress me
I need his trust- explicitly
I need his hands to caress my body
I need his body to make love to mine
I need all of him- I need him to be mine
Our bodies joined as one
Our hearts entwined
Our souls melded together
Our Love Divine~
copyright 2006~ lac

Caught in his web of lies, losing myself in its tangles,
not knowing what is real or where to turn
the truth hurts, it is a lesson learned
the web grows larger as the lies add up
the man i once knew so well, has become a stranger to me
how did i lose my way, how did i not see
the devious side,
the hurt he was about to inflict on me
feeling betrayed in every way
as I see all the lies pouring forth
the web tangling tighter, feeling trapped in it
knowing how deeply i fell in love with this man
now I am trapped in his web of lies
drowning...
copyright 2006- lac

the feeling inside of me is so great
the intensity of our last kiss hits me
the instant hunger i feel to have it all
to never let him go overwhelms me
the need that pains me
i feel it in our lips, in our desperation
our last kiss
we will never be
he is being taken away from me
our nakedness and raw passion
seeks to find its end
for this is our last kiss
it is our end.
copyright 2006-lac
Is it too much to ask for to find a man with qualities you need as well as want?? My ideal match... I would like him to be tall, athletic and handsome, a man who knows how to be a gentleman. He should take great care of himself. A great personality is important and a sense of humor along with great communication skills. I like a man who is down to earth, affectionate and financially secure, respectful. He should be family-orientated like me(there are 8 kids in my family and yes we did have a TV). Being loyal and honest is important too. I want to be swept off my feet by a man who can be my lover as well as my best friend. He will put my worms on the hook for me and think its funny. We will go to baseball games and Broadway shows. We will travel and enjoy each others company and learn about different cultures together. We will continually learn about each other and love each other more for our interests and differences. He will support me and my career as I will do the same for him. He will accept me and my flaws and love me unconditionally as I will love him. I do not like high maintenance men or men who pretend to be something they are not. Just be yourself. Gentlemen please understand that the 12 oz curl is NOT athletic nor is it sexy. I would like to meet a man to eventually settle down with. I want (and deserve) a man I can not live without.
I know women should stand by their man, but shouldnt our men stand by us as well? Chivalry isn't dead and I hope it never dies.

I love you this much..
Enough to do anything for you- give my life, love, heart and soul to you
Enough to want to protect you, care for you, hold you, and comfort you
Enough to share all my dreams, fears, and hope with you
Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart
Enough to spend the rest of my life with you
lmt


With the depth of a bottomless pit I sink into your eyes.
Through that window I enter a void, where I wish to be.
Breeze-like kisses on your soft face my lips secretly wish.
Between the wall and me there is only you and two heart beats.
Why must a wrong feel like this and, why do your hands touch beyond skin?
Ecstasy from the nothing, desire beyond any control.
The want to make you feel ...like a woman,
a reason you were looking for,...to believe.
~personal poem (R.Suazo?)

