Friday, March 31

As I watch him from our bed...


as i watch him from our bed

my pussy gets wet, my heart starts to race

his beautiful body moves with grace

he walks towards me- I start to ache

I need him inside, filling me

feeling our love and hearts collide

we are perfect for each other

never a minute goes by when he is not on my mind

counting down when we will be with each other again

I love him with all my heart, he completes me

everytime I look at him, its like the first time

he makes my heart race and smile all the time

he completes my life

watching him from our bed, i fall in love all over again

he makes me a better woman

life is divine

as I watch him from our bed....

knowing he is all mine.

copyright 2006 lac

Cuffed

he cuffs me from behind
he blindfolds my eyes
the game begins
the eroticism takes over
my senses change
i stand there vunerable
for his eyes to see
i belong to him
i am at his mercy
he teases my pussy
endlessly
using ice and wax to torture me
i beg him to take me
i need him inside of me
he makes me ache
he makes me wait
letting me know
he is master
i beg for more
he gives in
he wants to take me and make me his
he takes me hard, he fills me
i am his
cuffed.
copyright 2006 lac

One of my fantasies....


i tie him to the tree in the vast forest
our naked bodies one with nature
his rock hard cock sticking out at me
i lick my lips hungrily
not a soul in sight or earshot
only the sounds of nature surround us
i kneel down on the soft moss in front of the tree
i grasp his cock gently
i look up at him as i lick his cock
making sure to tease him, i am the boss
licking his shaft up and down hearing his moans
seeing his frown
i giggle as i look up at him slowly pulling
my mouth away
knowing how he will soon beg
his crystal blue eyes stare down at me
pleading with mine, begging for more
i smile up and take him in
deep in my throat is where i begin
humming and sucking
i feel him throbbing, my lips tighten
i work faster as i taste his precum
i pull away to savor his taste
teasing him a little i rub him on my face
taking him back in my throat again
sucking him harder
massaging his balls
deep in my throat i take him all
he starts to cum as i suck harder
filling my mouth~swallowing his seed
he moans and screams how much he loves me
our eyes meet, no words needed
we both know we were meant to be
we will last an eternity.
copyright 2006 lac

Pathological Liars!-repost from Dec 31, 2005 to Greg Keller


There is a reason why you are asked in court to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. It is because most of the time that is not what people do. Everyone lies sometime. There are many reasons to lie. Sometimes it is to not hurt someone's feelings. Sometimes a lie is for our own advantage. Some people lie in conducting business and in their personal lives. Most adults are aware of when they lie.
Young children sometimes have problems telling fantasy from reality. When a 3-year-old insists that he flew to Mars this morning, he may not be lying on purpose. He may not even be aware that it is a lie. Children with good imaginations often take longer to learn what a lie really is. It is important to work with children to teach them about fantasy and reality, instead of punishing them for these kinds of beliefs.
A pathological liar believes in the lies, at least at the time that she or he is talking. Their stories tend to be very dramatic. They often portray the person as being smarter, braver, more attractive, or more interesting than she or he really is. Sometimes people begin to catch onto pathological liars because of obvious flaws in the stories. A fairly young man will describe his heroics in the Vietnam war. A homely woman will talk about all the men who fell instantly in love with her. Sometimes the flaws may be more subtle and it may take a knowledgeable person to find them. Often it happens that a pathological liar will be caught out at a party by someone who really was a pilot, really lived in Africa, or really was a fashion model.
Suspect a pathological liar if:
the stories seem too dramatic or unrealistic
the lies seem to serve no purpose except to impress people or
the lies can easily be shown up
Sometimes pathological lying appears to be related to physical causes, such as problems in the brain. Other times they appear to be related to low self-esteem.

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Pathological Liars Have Different Brains

Less gray matter, more white matter seen in scans, researchers report.

By Ed EdelsonHealthDay Reporter
FRIDAY, Sept. 30 (HealthDay News) -- Looking into the brains of people who habitually cheat and lie, neuroscientists have found abnormalities in the area that controls higher thinking.
Pathological liars have less gray matter and more white matter in their prefrontal cortex, according to a report in the October issue of the British Journal of Psychiatry. Gray matter consists of the cells that do the thinking, while white matter consists of the cells that connect them.
"Our argument is that the more networking there is in the prefrontal cortex, the more the person has an upper hand in lying," said study co-author Adrian Raine, a professor of psychology at the University of Southern California (USC). "Their verbal skills are higher. They almost have a natural advantage."
This is the first report on structural brain abnormalities in pathological liars, the USC researchers said.
The study included 49 Los Angeles residents who were given psychological tests and interviews. The answers allowed the researchers to classify 12 as having a history of repeated lying, 16 who showed signs of antisocial personality disorder but not pathological lying, and 21 as average, usually honest people.
Differences in brain structure were recorded on magnetic resonance images. The liars had 25.7 percent more white matter than the antisocial people and 22 percent more than normal controls. Liars also had a 14.2 percent decrease in gray matter when compared to the controls.
That means that liars have more tools to lie and fewer moral restraints than normal people, Raine said, since this gray matter is also what experts believe controls moral behavior.
"The reduction in gray matter predisposes them to lie in the first place," he said. "The excess of white matter makes it easier for them to do it. If these liars have a 14 percent reduction in gray matter, that means they are less likely to care about moral issues or are less likely to be able to process moral issues."
The finding could eventually be used in making diagnoses of behavioral problems, and might have applications in the criminal justice system, the researchers said.
The field in which the USC researchers are working is "rapidly growing," said Diane Fishbein, a research psychobiologist at the Research Triangle Institute in Raleigh-Durham, N.C.
Fishbein has done work in "an area of research about deception in general and psychopathology in general," she said. "We are interested in what the substrates are for deception. It would be very interesting to know when someone is lying."
One of her studies found a major difference in the brain function of people who exhibited psychopathic behavior. "Most people process higher-order cognitive function with the front of the brain and emotions in the limbic system, which is lower down," she said. "Psychopaths treat emotional stimuli as if it was information, with their cognitive information processed in the limbic system."
Studies of abnormal brain function are sure to grow because "for reasons of security, there is an interest in trying to identify when people are lying," Fishbein said.


Thursday, March 30

All I Need


All I need is to share my love and life with him

all i need is to share my happiness and laughter with him

all i need is to share myself with my one true love

I need his love to match with mine

I need his happiness and joy

our lives joined as one is a life just begun

I need his touch- his sensitivity

I need his eyes- to undress me

I need his trust- explicitly

I need his hands to caress my body

I need his body to make love to mine

I need all of him- I need him to be mine

Our bodies joined as one

Our hearts entwined

Our souls melded together

Our Love Divine~

copyright 2006~ lac

Tuesday, March 21

Trapped in his web of lies


Caught in his web of lies, losing myself in its tangles,

not knowing what is real or where to turn

the truth hurts, it is a lesson learned

the web grows larger as the lies add up

the man i once knew so well, has become a stranger to me

how did i lose my way, how did i not see

the devious side,

the hurt he was about to inflict on me

feeling betrayed in every way

as I see all the lies pouring forth

the web tangling tighter, feeling trapped in it

knowing how deeply i fell in love with this man

now I am trapped in his web of lies

drowning...

copyright 2006- lac

The last Kiss


the feeling inside of me is so great

the intensity of our last kiss hits me

the instant hunger i feel to have it all

to never let him go overwhelms me

the need that pains me

i feel it in our lips, in our desperation

our last kiss

we will never be

he is being taken away from me

our nakedness and raw passion

seeks to find its end

for this is our last kiss

it is our end.

copyright 2006-lac

Monday, March 20

Is it Too Much To Ask For?

Is it too much to ask for to find a man with qualities you need as well as want??
Is it too much to ask for to find a man to stand by your side, not in front of you or behind?
Is it too much to ask for to find a loyal, loving, trustworthy and faithful man? Who won't lie or cheat?
Is it too much to ask for?? Here is part of an online profile of mine I had up before. I don't
think it is overly much to want what I have written. What do you think?

My ideal match... I would like him to be tall, athletic and handsome, a man who knows how to be a gentleman. He should take great care of himself. A great personality is important and a sense of humor along with great communication skills. I like a man who is down to earth, affectionate and financially secure, respectful. He should be family-orientated like me(there are 8 kids in my family and yes we did have a TV). Being loyal and honest is important too. I want to be swept off my feet by a man who can be my lover as well as my best friend. He will put my worms on the hook for me and think its funny. We will go to baseball games and Broadway shows. We will travel and enjoy each others company and learn about different cultures together. We will continually learn about each other and love each other more for our interests and differences. He will support me and my career as I will do the same for him. He will accept me and my flaws and love me unconditionally as I will love him. I do not like high maintenance men or men who pretend to be something they are not. Just be yourself. Gentlemen please understand that the 12 oz curl is NOT athletic nor is it sexy. I would like to meet a man to eventually settle down with. I want (and deserve) a man I can not live without.

I know women should stand by their man, but shouldnt our men stand by us as well? Chivalry isn't dead and I hope it never dies.



Friday, March 17

I love you this much...



I love you this much..

Enough to do anything for you- give my life, love, heart and soul to you

Enough to want to protect you, care for you, hold you, and comfort you

Enough to share all my dreams, fears, and hope with you

Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart

Enough to spend the rest of my life with you

lmt

Thursday, March 2

Master


I have hid my feelings way too long
now I must admit for all to see
I have loved a man with all my heart
he is my one true man
My Master Tom
My heart, body & soul belong to him
it has for years, but I didnt give in
I yearn for the day I kneel at his feet
I ache for the hour our two bodies meet
I dream about his hands
teasing and tantalizing my body
I dream about his blue eyes
demanding all of me
I dream about his lips
and how I want to kiss them so
I dream about his smile
and how it makes me melt
I love you Tom- you are the one for me
I am sorry that I was so blind I could not see
Not a day goes by that you arent in my thoughts
Not a moment passes by that I wouldnt give
the world to be with you.
copyright 2006 lac

Wednesday, January 25

Enough~


Enough
Surrounded by flowers
Embraced with love
Strolling down the field
Watching a white dove
Sun shining down
Warming our every bone
Forgetting the world
Feelings set atone
Dreams coming true
As we become one
Sunset approaches
As the moon starts to rise
Stars twinkling in the sky
As we lay side by side
My eyelids close
Our lips touch
Feeling him next to me
Is always enough.
LA C Copyright ©2004 LA C

The Power of Fruit


passion fruit
he watches quietly from the shadows
the sticky juices on my skin
he licks his lips in anticipation
and slowly walks towards me
his eyes on fire with passion
as my naked body aches for him
his tongue slowly starts to lick me
starting at my toes
the lust showing in our eyes
my fingers trailing to my wet velvet
sliding up and down
the juice coating my outer lips
as I ache for him to taste
slowly his lips make their way
my knees tingle in satisfaction
his soft experience hands follow
leaving a burning sensation
my nipples harden in desire
as his lips make his way to mine
looking down I see his head
his mouth sucking me in
I gasp out in delight
the aching only getting stronger
my legs part of their own accord
my lips begging for more
my hands move to my nipples
pinching them ever so tautly
my tongue tracing my lips
as moans escape my mouth
his tongue delves deeper
to taste my sweet nectar
my body starts to quiver
my bud so hard and ready
my body glows in a soft aura
my senses overflow
I feel him humming on my soft lips
as I start to explode
his tongue starts licking
his mouth starts drinking
my juices start flowing
as my cum escapes my body
ripples of pleasure flow through me
as he drinks me in
lapping it up and smiling
as two become one
he licks all I have to give
he lips trailing up my body
he covers my nipples and nibbles me
as I beg him for more
he slowly trails my lips with his tongue
letting me taste my sweetness
i moan in satisfaction as his lips
sink into mine
as he kisses me deeper
I feel his throbbing cock
pressing up against my lips
demanding entrance at once
his thick cock I let in
feeling it fill me to the core
his cock it fits so perfectly
my tightness squeezing him in
he thrusts himself inside me
in and out he goes
nothing feel this right
his cock the one I choose
my legs I wrap around him
pulling him in so deep
my pelvis starts to rock
grinding and thrusting his cock
his moans sputter forth
as I please him expectedly
minutes turn to seconds
as our bodies thrust in unison
his swollen cock I feel
pulsing inside of me
reading to explode
all inside of me
I squeeze him ever so gently
as he thrusts all the way in
knowing that he is home
home inside of me
suddenly he spurts
his seed filling me
how I feel it cumming
its warmth I feel indeed
we cum together in unison
my body shuddering under his
our passion undivided
two bodies becoming one
copyright 2006 lac

Monday, January 23

Let It Snow





Photos of this morning's snow~ from my place

Friday, January 20

My Sunset


picture from my living room I took

Wednesday, January 11

like a woman

With the depth of a bottomless pit I sink into your eyes.

Through that window I enter a void, where I wish to be.

Breeze-like kisses on your soft face my lips secretly wish.

Between the wall and me there is only you and two heart beats.

Why must a wrong feel like this and, why do your hands touch beyond skin?

Ecstasy from the nothing, desire beyond any control.

The want to make you feel ...like a woman,

a reason you were looking for,...to believe.

~personal poem (R.Suazo?)

Tuesday, January 10

Love

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Love-
It is not a word, nor a single action. In truth, it can never be wrong
Like the sunrise, perfect in every possible way. It is many things and yet it must exist
In the small space of the heart. Once found it can bloom endlessly, with no cease.
It can choke one's throat, bring one to tears...
But it never hides in shadows or in darkness
It never feeds itself on deception. It grows with trust, honesty and compassion.
Nothing less, always more.
-Personal

Friday, January 6

Thursday, January 5

Crazy...

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Crazy for You
There are times I feel I'm gonna go crazy. What is it that you do to me? It actually scares me sometimes. The connection so strong, causing the flutters in my tummy. The way your words stroke me, bringing me near tears... That overwelming sensation of emotions that can't be contained. The way you stroke my body, bringing intense desires to the surface. You are all I think about. Everywhere I look , all the voices around me...all remind me of something you would say, or what you would enjoy with me. Then there are the private nights. When I lay in my bed and I see your eyes on me, the smell of you, the textures of your skin and hair. How your touch sets fire to my skin. Nerves all sensitized, ready for you. I feel your hands with their roughness, I love that feeling,it makes me aware of my own softness. Carressing every inch of me. Up my arms, over my shoulders, across my chest, finding my breasts. Massaging, avoiding the center, making me want. Your mouth on my neck in that spot just below my earlobe, that you know drives me crazy... Your thumbs finally finding my nipples. The pressure as you pinch them between your fingers, and kiss my mouth at the same time. Ohhh your kisses... they melt every coherent thought from my mind. Did you know that? Your lips feel just right, as they move over mine. They draw from me, all that I am, you own me right then, lover. As our lips devour, our tongues touch and I soar to new heights. There are times that I feel the moisture pooling there, waiting to be discovered. Your mouth moves, to replace your fingers, over my nipples and I have to wimper in surrender. My breathing becoming ragged and loud in my own ears, chest rising and reaching for more. Your hands slide down, to measure my waist, and to tease my tummy. Skimming lower still , I feel your finger's deep caress and you can finally feel how wet you have made me.... your mouth leaves a path of kisses down my tummy, following your fingers...to my center. You kiss me there and I feel the world slip away...those fingers slide inside me and I moan....so lost in sensation...so aroused... wanting more...needing more, I open to you...my legs ...yes... but also my heart, my soul... as you stroke in and out. With one hand you press ... to find the prize nestled there. You kiss me there and I shudder. You suck me there and I cum......Feel the connection....feel me with you....Now please...I whisper....give yourself to me....and you move to slip inside...my legs wrap around your waist...ohhh baby...so incredible and we dance...together moving ... arching reaching. Again I whisper "give yourself to me" You move my legs to over your shoulders and begin to drive yourself deep ....I am lost in a sea of sensation now...calling your name in a moan... over and over until my body suddenly strains upward and yours drives deep and I cry out long and loud ,your voice low with mine. Oh my love ...there is nothing better in this world....If only it were real.....if only you were here with me....you drive me crazy for you....my love...
by Dee