Tears.....

they fall continuously..no certain pattern to them, no control, as if they have a mind of their own. they drop onto her lap, no care to trying to stop them from wetting her. he poisoned her with his world, he fed her into his animalistic life without a care for her, his selfishness has corrupted him...his is not the man she once knew. she feels herself slipping away, turning into someone she abhors and do not want to become... the tears she sheds can not be stopped.."Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin. " she must begin her cleansing, she must face her fears, must learn to crawl before she can walk. the pain will grow before it lessens and is eventually forgotten.