Wednesday, May 24

Thoughts..

there are many thoughts that cross my mind
it is amazing to me how the people who "claim" to love you the most
go out of their way to hurt you.
there was a saying I use to live by "keep your friends close, your enemies closer"
I guess you need to see who's lieing to you as a friend. pretty sad
that there are pathetic people out there who do this, but they are there.
It amazes me how much a person may go out of their way in life
to waste their time trying to make someone else's life miserable, and fail in the end.
So much time and energy wasted on negativity. Karma is a bitch.
I don't wish to be negative so I will not any longer.
There are many trials in life, some are not so easy.
I love life, regardless of its downs and I know that keeping
a positive attitude will only continue to bring me a positive life.
This picture I chose for this entry has a lot of meaning to me.
I am a free woman, that is going in great places and awaiting
great things to happen to me. I work hard and I love my family
and friends and I know who my friends are. They are part of me
part of my happiness, part of my success, part of my life.
People enter and leave your life for a reason, dont forget that.
I am a very happy woman, with great friends & family surrounding me.
Never will I take them for granted.
I have met someone who has touched my life in a positive way
I welcome it, I treasure it.
I hope everyone can be as lucky as I
to find that one, keep the one close
treasure the one, and live a happy life.
People need to move on, grow up and live their own lives
the past is only a distant memory, easily forgotten
copyright 2006 lac
“We cannot change our past. We can not change the fact that people act in a certain way. We can not change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.”

Simplicity

Simplicity is in his green eyes when I look into them
It is in his music when he plays his guitar for me
It is what I feel when I am with him
Nothing else exists when it is us
His touch is perfect, his voice soothing
His smile ~ contagious
His big hands covering my body
touching all the right places
His kiss leaves me breathless
the feel of his tongue makes me hunger for
what I know is to come
Nothing is better than to feel
his skin up against mine
Warming me, relaxing me
Exciting me
copyright 2006 lac

Wednesday, May 17

In light of Mother's Day

ps. this is how babies are made!

Why do they call it morning sickness if I feel nauseated all day long?
About three quarters of pregnant women have nausea (and sometimes vomiting) during their first trimester. For some, it's worse in the morning and gets better over the course of the day, but "morning sickness" can strike at any time. The nausea usually starts around 6 weeks but can come on as early as 4 weeks and tends to worsen over the next month or so. About half of women who get it feel complete relief by about 14 weeks. For most of the rest, it takes another month or so for the queasiness to ease up, though it may return later and come and go throughout pregnancy.
What causes nausea and vomiting during pregnancy?
No one knows what causes nausea during pregnancy, but it's probably some combination of the many physical changes taking place in your body. Some possible causes include:
• Rapidly increasing levels of the hormone hCG during early pregnancy. No one knows why it contributes to your nausea, but the timing is right: Nausea tends to peak around the same time as your levels of hCG. Estrogen is thought to play a role, too.
• An enhanced sense of smell and sensitivity to odors. It's not uncommon for a newly pregnant woman to find that she's now overwhelmed by the smell of a bologna sandwich from four blocks away, for example, and that certain aromas instantly trigger her gag reflex. This, too, may be a side effect of rapidly rising amounts of estrogen in your system.
• A tricky stomach. Some women's gastrointestinal tract is more sensitive to the changes of early pregnancy. One study even found an association between h. pylori (a gastrointestinal bacteria that can cause ulcers) and severe nausea during pregnancy, although no one knows why the two might be related.You may have heard that morning sickness can be caused by a B vitamin deficiency. While taking a vitamin B6 supplement does seem to help ease nausea in many pregnant women, that doesn't mean they have a vitamin deficiency. In fact, at least one study has shown no significant differences in the levels of B6 in women with morning sickness and those without. No one knows why B6 is helpful. There's also some evidence that taking a multivitamin at the time of conception and in early pregnancy helps prevent severe morning sickness, but again, no one knows why.Some researchers have proposed that certain women are psychologically predisposed to having nausea and vomiting during pregnancy as an abnormal response to stress. However, there's no good evidence to support this theory. (Of course, if you're constantly nauseated or vomiting a lot, you certainly may begin to feel more stressed!) Are some pregnant women more likely than others to feel nauseated?
You're more likely to have nausea or vomiting during your pregnancy if any of the following apply to you:
• You're pregnant with twins or higher multiples. This may be from the higher levels of hCG or other hormones in your system. You're also more likely to have a worse case than average. On the other hand, it's not a definite thing — some women with twins have no nausea at all.
• You had nausea and vomiting in a previous pregnancy.
• You have a history of nausea or vomiting as a side effect of taking birth control pills. This may have something to do with your body's response to increased levels of estrogen.
• You have a history of being susceptible to motion sickness.
• You have a genetic predisposition to nausea during pregnancy. If your mother or sisters had severe morning sickness, there's a higher chance you will, too.
• You have a history of migraine headaches. Will my nausea affect my baby?
The mild nausea and occasional vomiting commonly associated with morning sickness won't threaten your baby's well-being as long as you're able to keep some food down and drink plenty of fluids. After all, for most of the first trimester, you're just talking about a tiny embryo that doesn't need too many calories. If you find that you're unable to eat a balanced diet, it's a good idea to take a multivitamin (one with a low dose of iron or no iron if that mineral makes your nausea worse) to make sure you're getting the nutrients you need.It's usually not a problem if you don't gain any weight in the first trimester, as long as you're not starving yourself and able to stay hydrated. Have faith that your appetite will return soon enough and you'll begin gaining weight. If I don't have morning sickness, does that mean I'm more likely to have a miscarriage?Not necessarily. It's true that a number of studies have shown that women who have miscarriages are less likely to have had nausea. (If your baby or your placenta is not developing properly, you'll have lower amounts of pregnancy hormones in your system, so it follows that you would have little or no nausea.) But there are also plenty of women with perfectly normal pregnancies who manage to escape nausea during their first trimester. Count yourself lucky and don't obsess about it if you're not suffering! What can I do to get relief?Not all of the following suggestions are supported by hard evidence, but they're all commonly recommended by obstetricians and midwives, and many women swear by them.
• Try to avoid foods and smells that trigger your nausea. If that seems like almost everything, it's okay to just eat the few things that do appeal to you for this part of your pregnancy, even if they don't add up to a balanced diet. It might also help to stick to bland foods and try to eat food cold or at room temperature, which tends to have less of an odor than hot food.
• Keep simple snacks, such as crackers, by your bed. When you first wake up, nibble a few crackers and then rest for 20 to 30 minutes before getting out of bed. Snacking on crackers may also help you feel better if you wake up feeling nauseated in the middle of the night.
• Eat small, frequent meals or snacks throughout the day so that your stomach is never empty. Some women find that carbohydrates are most appealing when they feel nauseated, but one small study found that high-protein foods were likely to work better.
• Try to avoid fatty foods, which take longer to digest, particularly during pregnancy, when your stomach takes longer to empty. Also avoid rich, spicy, acidic, and fried foods, which can irritate your stomach and digestive system.
• Try drinking fluids primarily between meals. And try not to drink so much at once that your stomach feels full, as that will make you less hungry for food. A good strategy is to sip something frequently throughout the day and aim to drink about a quart and a half altogether. If you've been vomiting a lot, try a sports drink that contains glucose, salt, and potassium to replace lost electrolytes.
• Give yourself time to relax and take naps if you can. Watching a movie (preferably not one about food!) or visiting with a friend can help relieve stress and take your mind off your discomfort. Or try hypnosis. While there's no definitive evidence that it helps with morning sickness, it's been shown to be effective in combating nausea during chemotherapy.
• Try taking your prenatal vitamins with food or just before bed. Or ask your healthcare provider whether you can switch to a prenatal vitamin with a low dose of iron or no iron for the first trimester, since this mineral can be hard on your digestive system.
• Ask your provider about taking vitamin B6. No one knows why B6 eases nausea in some women, but research indicates that it works for a number of women and it's been consistently shown to be safe when taken in commonly recommended doses. The usual dose for treating morning sickness is between 10 and 25 milligrams three times a day, but check with your provider before taking anything. She can tell you how much to take and whether or not the amount in your prenatal vitamin should count as one of the doses. (The amount of vitamin B6 in supplements varies by brand.)
• Try ginger, an alternative remedy thought to settle the stomach and help quell queasiness. See if you can find ginger ale made with real ginger (most common sodas aren't). Or grate some fresh ginger into hot water for ginger tea, or see if ginger candies help. A few studies found that taking powdered ginger root in capsules provided some relief. (Ask your provider before taking ginger supplements. As with many other things that are helpful in normal amounts, the effects of megadoses are unknown.)
• Try an acupressure band, a soft cotton wristband that's sold at drugstores. This simple and inexpensive device, designed to ward off seasickness, has helped many pregnant women through morning sickness (although some research suggests that it may be largely a placebo effect). You strap it on so that the plastic button pushes against an acupressure point on the underside of your wrist.
• Ask your provider about a device that regularly stimulates the underside of your wrist with a mild electric current. The device costs about $75 and is available by prescription only — but it's safe, and research has shown that this "acustimulation" technique work well for some women.
• If nothing else works for you, ask your provider about taking an anti-nausea medication that's considered safe during your first trimester.
What if I just can't keep anything down?
Call your provider if you haven't been able to keep anything (including fluids) down for 24 hours. (If you're newly pregnant and don't yet have a doctor or midwife, go to the emergency room.) You may have a condition called hyperemesis gravidarum (literally, "excessive vomiting in pregnancy"). This condition can be difficult to manage. But the sooner you're diagnosed and begin treatment, the more likely you'll be able to avoid severe symptoms.Your caregiver will probably want to give you some intravenous fluids right away, since you'll most likely be seriously dehydrated. Then she'll need to do some tests to check your electrolyte levels and make sure no underlying disease is causing your constant vomiting. Depending on your condition, you may need to be hospitalized for a few days so that you can continue to receive IV fluids and medication.Many women feel much better after they're rehydrated and are able to control their symptoms with anti-nausea medication. In rare cases, you'll need to continue to receive intravenous therapy on and off either in the hospital or at home. If inadequately treated, this condition can result in chronic dehydration, weight loss, malnutrition, and other complications for you and your baby. For more information, visit the Hyperemesis Education and Research Foundation Web site.

Sunday, May 14

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all mom's and mom's-to-be of course!!!
we help create life~
we carry the life inside of us~
we give birth to the new life~
how precious we all are~


Sunday, May 7

The Scent of After Sex



The musky scent fills the air as our bodies lay entwined and satiated on our bed.
the sweet smell of sweat and sex
i breathe it in deeply through my nose as i look at you and smile
my heartbeat slowing down
my skin tingly with satisfaction
your hands softly caressing my body
the sheets twirled around our feet
too lazy to move them
my body touching yours, feeling its warmth
relaxed from our love-making
you turn to me and smile
you bring me close to you and start kissing me again
your arousal sprining forth again
you whisper in my ear how you want me again
you ask me if i am ready for you
and my reply is to slip you inside of me
our bodies move as one
the scent of our sex increases
as our bodies satisfy each other
i fall on top of you
laying there in complete happiness
we are completely spent and satisfied
there we lay~ with our scent of sex...
copyright 2006 lac

Friday, May 5

Once upon a time...

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her foreve.
...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again
he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face
the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

Tuesday, May 2

The Sensual~ Sexual Me


The Sensual~ Sexual Me

the small curvacious body, the long lean legs

the gentle curve of the hips and the tight buttocks

the high perky breasts, the sensual~sexual me

the full package and nothing less

age like fine wine~ perfection at its best

the soft sudden moans he evokes from within

as his hands caress the spots, the nipples harden

he aims to please, he does his best

he waits until i scream to finish the rest

a true man in all he says and does

in and out of the bedroom~ he is a real man

he makes me whimper, he makes me beg

me urges me on, to please me multiple times

a man every women dreams about~ in my bed

what more could I ask for~ he is as much of a dream

as he is my reality

he brings out my sensual~ sexual side

and delights in what i teach

his alluring green eyes, spark my appetite

his lust for me and willingness to learn

send me over the edge...

this part of.. my sensual~sexual me

copyright 2006 lac

I Will Survive--A song I love by Enrique

Me with K.P.S...in S.C
You like to think that you'll be the only one who understands my needs
And you tell everyone that i can't live without you even for one day
but who gave you the right to talk about the way i feel so deep inside
Now i realize you were never mine, we were never right
Baby you will find
I will survive
I'm gonna make it through
Just give me time
I will get over you
I will survive
No matter what you do
Just wait and see i will get over you
cause baby I will survive
cause baby I will survive
What makes you think that i don't see the way you made a fool of me
To laugh behind my back
This what goes around i promise you comes back
Now i realize you were never mine, we were never right
Baby you will find
I will survive
I'm gonna make it through
Just give me time
I will get over you
I will survive
No matter what you do
Just wait and see i will get over you
cause baby i will survive
I will survive
I'm gonna make it through
I will survive
I will get over you
Cause baby I will survive
~enrique iglesias

The Demons Within

Dating..

Dating... the perfect man...
now dating is a touchy subject, especially for a woman hitting her 30's.
I was skeptic about dating again after leaving a less than honest/productive relationship
but I knew that i could not give up hope.
I am glad that i choose that route. dating is not as easy now as it once was
there are more things going on in the head now.. what kind of mate will he be? will we have
cute kids? smart kids? talented athlectic kids?
what will they inherit from either one of us? (thats the scary part!)lol
soo many things one did not think about while you were dating at the age of say 20?
if i knew then what i knew now...
i am glad that i did not give up on dating.. i refuse to give in to the negativity
i am happy that i forged on and did not close any doors.
my new job has given me the opportunity to meet many new people and help
them as well (all in a days work) and that is what i am good at
i plan and book weddings and business meetings etc.. (imagine that)
and my good samaritan in me has helped me to meet and "date" the man i am dating today. one never assumes that helping someone else can land you a date! Benchwarmers was THE BEST!! just a little fyi..
i never thought in a million years that i would "date" someone younger than me.
alas, there are many things i didnt think i would do.. thats for a later discussion...
i am having fun and seeing what the world has to offer and in the mean time,
finding my place in this world.
this man is extremely talented and athletic (and intelligent)(they do exist!!), and very mature i have found a great deal of fun in going to baseball games besides the Yankees! and in yoga
and in making new friends
all in all i couldnt be happier. except for the few weddings i do have to attend and the
ever cringing family questions "why arent you married?" "are you engaged?" "when are you going to settle down and have kids" are you people nuts!!! ((and of course i have a great date
and I didnt have to pay $6000!! but then again one can get a good bang for your buck.. ))
doesnt anyone know there is more to live than that!!
there is traveling and sex and road trips and sex and work and sex and
traveling and beaches and sex...lol!
I want to live my life to the fullest and popping out a $100k tuition
bill is NOT part of it! lol
so, as i look at the picture above i think of my "man friend" on the road traveling as
he works.. that is not him in the photo but it is damn close enough
without giving away my goods!!
the question i ask myself is can men and women be strictly plutonic? I have some males that are friends but I was told differently that men can not be... who knows..
i trust.. what do you think??
lac 2006

Saturday, April 22

The Wedding Date--- quotes of the heart




Close your eyes. Close your eyes. Close... your... eyes. You're safe. You can relax. I'm not going to kiss you. He's gonna be so sorry he lost you, so stop worrying. Forget the past. Forget the pain. And remember what an incredible woman you are. You do that and he'll realize what he lost. - Nick Mercer (The Wedding Date)

The hardest thing is loving someone and then having the courage to let them love you back. -Nick Mercer (The Wedding Date)

I'd rather fight with you than make love with anyone else. - Nick Mercer (The Wedding Date) New favorite movie**

Some new quotes that really touched my heart and wanted to share them. This is my new favorite movie... Funny thing is.. I have a wedding coming up and I am dateless.. hmmmm. Is this the new 21st Century way to do it??? lol

Thursday, April 20

Her Beauty..

"Doloroso" by Escha van den Bogerd
Her beauty shines through as she sits and poses
he paints her with a passion
missing no small details
he captures her feelings as if it were palpable
seeing her curves as if it were the first time
her lush body lies in innocence
knowing it is her one true love that watches her now
He reveals in the painting her passionate side
feeling his arousal as his memories accrue
her beauty captivates him
with every stroke
her sensuality radiating out
touching his senses~ wearing him out
he continues to paint vigorously
his feelings motivating him
her beauty captivates him
he must seek release
he finishes his painting and slowly walks to her
she turns to him at his gentle touch
and takes him in her arms
they kiss with great passion
and the two become one...
copyright 2006 lac

My Guardian Angel


he watches over me~ my Guardian Angel

he keeps me safe from harm

this is how I see...My Guardian Angel

I know he is there.. for I am still alive.

Thank you for everything Angel....

lac

Bonds of Love


the bonds of love bind them together

their trust and certainty tightening the hold

their love of each other keeps them secure

their passion and creativity failing nevermore

he holds her to him in a gentle embrace

letting her know she is in first place

they walk beside each other hand in hand

always there supporting~ he is her one man

the ocean of love swallowing them whole

never afraid to show how each one feels

their bonds of love strengthen every day

they hold each other close

knowing this could be their last day

they found the one they can live without

their one true love~now they are bound

copyright 2006 lac

A Woman's Fantasy

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more to come...in good time..

Emerging..


she emerges from her shell

reborn again into the world

as a whole new woman

her fraility noticeable

her heart patched up

her innocence charming

her love unconditional

for she knows no other kind

she emerges from her shell

to a new world

waiting in time to soak it all in

Is there a kind man

to guide her along the way?

she emerges from her shell

free of all burdens

waiting to start off fresh

to live happily once again

to live carefree...

copyright 2006 lac

Adam & Eve


"Adam and Eve" by John Enright
( a beautiful painting I wanted to share with you all)

Monday, April 3

"Not In Love" Enrique Iglesias

My future ex-husband!! He will find out soon enough..lol
This is the man in my dreams and my fantasies. This is the man I want!!! ::drool:: sigh
someday.......He will be mine...Oh yes He will be mine! haha

Video: Not In Love (feat. Kelis)
by deadhead

"Regresa Mi" Il Divo..

Now why can't I bring a man home to mom like one of these?? I KNOW she would approve!!

Video: regresa mi
by sweetsmilehoney

"If My Heart Had Wings" Faith Hill....

Video: If My Heart Had Wings
by deadhead